SantoshaYo

Generally, my best doesn’t always show. I seem to be good at being able to stall. I find little reasons to not do my best….i’m depressed, too tired, this isn’t fair, that isn’t fair…blah blah.
I want to see the sacred in things so much that I know that since these things are sacred they should be treated as such and as such they deserve my attention, my best.
I saw a movie once where the reference was to ….I think it was Buddhists. Even the simple task of making tea was sacred and done with such grace and care…it was poignant, it stuck out in my mind and still does. Unfortunately I am from the “i don’t give a shit” generation. AKA the “the generation before me gave a shit then sold out and it got them nowhere why bother?”

Alas, another excuse, being born at the wrong time…heh. i’ll just go on and try my best, nothing over night, perhaps with time, i’ll just get better and better and in so doing notice more things I can do better…more and more opportunities to keep getting better. Best might be boring, no room for growth.

You give up on winning? You F*%$ing pussy! Don’t you realize that just being here on this planet and making it through being a teen and a young adult makes you a winner at least 10 times over? Try this…win at being a winner instead of a loser. i’m guessing you ROCK!!! I mean come on…you’re HERE, that means you set goals and try to improve yourself, not many people on average try to even do that, so pat yourself on the back for petes sake, just don’t break your arm doing it…honestly, sounds as though you might suprise your arm

hello all you good people…right….like anyone will ever see this…HA! Truth be told, I am drunk right now and I happen to be a little bored so I just want to say hello to all you insomniac drinking poo poo heads like me. I still go to work on time every day and take care of all my responsibilities etc. whatever…
Big love to the world
the beatles rock
the dead were fun
the world needs some work
have a nice day