ScaredCrow

I got my little line down my tummy.

But still isn’t as profound as I want.
But srsly.
I don’t want to overdo it.
D:

Thomas Daley how I envy your upbringing.

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Orientation is Monday.

Which means I still get to go to Summerfest too!!!

that I like it.

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A place finally called me back!
YES!
And I had my interview today.
(Applebees)

Follow up interview tomorrow!

...and I don’t know.

My mom had a bit of a freak out because the hair lady styled it REALLY HUGE, soyeah that wasn’t too fun.

Also, I went from long hair to short hair (which I figured anyway) but it sort of makes me feel all wierd so I’m sort of shifting at the moment between hating this and liking it.

So only time will tell if it was worth it.

I’m just glad to have actually done it.

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bought me a mach 5 toy.
: D

I got a batman action figure to ride in it.

Thanks to Kelsey…

now I just need another one and I’m all good.
: D

I am umbarassed.
D:

It’s almost summer.
I have a pool.
I want to have friends over to said pool.
I’m skinny as fauk but I have 0.00 abs.

I don’t want OMGABS
because they look creepy on skinny kids
but I at least want definition.
One little line down my stomach at least.

;____;

I can’t believe I forgot!
The one thing I looked forward to all week, and I forget it.

GAHAHAH WTF?

T___T

my sister saw my 43things list and told me that “I was already 50 people’s hero” and that “I need to listen more because they tell me so often”. I then told her most people were joking and she told me that I was her hero.

Seriously.

That short exchange was really important to me.

something important today.

and didn’t get the Mach 5 in either!
WOE IS ME!

gone to see this local band Northern Room tonight that I really like
they were playing at the highschool nearby.

Since they got signed to a major label now they’re going away and it was their going away show.

Some friends were going, but I dunno.

I don’t feel well and it’s taco night.

Plus my mom wants a family night.

Plus if I can go to Honda Civic on Sunday I’ll need my money.

: S

So yeah.

I need a job.

I REALLY HOPE IT PAYS OFF.

And I can go to the concert Sunday.

surprisingly so.

Thank you wikipedia.
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I’m really excited about it.

Like a lot.

I don’t know how you get your hair cut for a faux hawk though.

Can anyone help?

for the party last week.

The time I did it before that was right before I broke up with Freya.

I usually do it when I’m going to make a change.

I don’t think I’m doing any changing though lately besides living my life the way I WANT TO.

Though doing it brought back a lot of memories of me uncertainly digging through old mementos and listening to The Open Door by Evanescence…

and her not showing up for skating the night after

and the aftermath

and it slowly becoming a mess as I became a wreck.

My hermit crab dying.

Me scrounging it back together (but not cleaned) to get a new one after I started dating Sarah.

It’s funny.

She was the only girlfriend I’ve had that came over often enough to even give a fuck about my room.

But I always was too embarassed to show her.

It was too boring, too messy, too gross.

This time I hope to keep it in order five months plus.

Here’s finger’s crossed.

bit my nails till they bled again.

Gah! but when they start growing again and the cuticle dies and gets all bloody I feel all guilty.

So my goal is to go one month without biting my nails!
Gah!

Since I’ve moved into this house, I haven’t thrown a party. Hell, I haven’t really had a get together.

In elementary school I would have a friend or two over every once in a blue moon, but never often.

The only people prior to this that had been to my house were dates or girlfriends or my best friend. No one else.

It was amazing though!

Spent the whole day beforehand cleaning.

I was worried no one would come, but like 20 did which was amazing. We played Rock Band, watched (no one actually did) There Will Be Blood, and then had a bonfire. A lot of people left it saying it was the best party they’ve ever been too.

I’m really happy about it.

To go to another concert.

I only want to see 2/4 bands there though.

Oh well.

I’m really excited.

:D