This goal is coming along nicely,in the past month,Ive seen Rainier,Mt.Hood,Mt Baker and Mt Adams and of course my old friend St Helens again
This goal is coming along nicely,in the past month,Ive seen Rainier,Mt.Hood,Mt Baker and Mt Adams and of course my old friend St Helens again
Learning to read a map,navigate through small towns and stop at nasty truck stops to pee and ask for directions many times.It truly made me stronger and developed a stronger bladder:-)
It all started coming together in Cascade locks at the Columbia river I knew that I had been there before and from there it just all started coming back to me..More later
Yes yes I did it!!!! Drove across the country,twice in three weeks!!!! First drive from Atlanta to Boise,Id stayed there for several days.then drove from Boise through Oregon to Washington,then back from Washington to Georgia( i will be flying back to Washington in a few days to live as I am tired of driving:-)Took two routes each time.
States that I traveled through:
Georgia,Tennessee,North Carolina,South Carolina.Kentucky,Illinois,Indiana,Iowa,Kansas,Nebraska,Colorado,Utah,Idaho,Missouri,Wyoming,South Dakota,Montana,Oregon,Washington..and thats not even counting the places I stopped and visited such as Mt Rushmore,Mt Rainier,Little Big Horn National monument,the bridge of the gods,seattle and more!! More to come with pics and many stories
These last couple of months Ive set my limits and boundaries with people and Ive been more honest than Ive ever been in my life.Many deep dark secrets have been revealed and this has made for a much healthier place for me and those around me.I still have some work to do but its a great start and very cathartic.
Yes its true Im getting hitched in Vegas,in September.This will be my second marriage.I am going to get this one right;-)
I have conquored many fears in the last week alone! I think I am on my way to total freedom:-)
The truth is out now is so many different ways
I do believe that is what I am currently doing:-)
It wasnt as bad as I thought it was going to be.I am not however impressed with Atlanta Hartsfield.I did like some of the ecclectic art and the cloudy looming of Rainier of Sea-Tac.I will be meeting PDX soon:-)
Yes I know its very vain and superficial but I have always hated my breasts,because I dont have any!! I am tired of the smallest push up bras not doing a thing for me.I am a petite and somewhat thin-ish woman and I think that going one cup size up would make me feel better about myself.Oh hell its just something that Ive always wanted to do so if I can save the money and have it done then why not?
I always think of Bridget Fonda’s character in Singles,
Janet Livermore: Are my breasts too small for you?
Cliff Poncier: Sometimes.
I’ve got my six pack abs back!! Now I just need to tone up the backside more with squats,some light leg weights and hand weights.
Now if I could only get bigger boobs:-p
I really need to work on this.I can be a very nasty bitch when I am angry I will say things to push buttons and to hurt,like a wounded animal and I am skilled at it.I tend to fume,hold things inside and not spill whats really bothering me.I dont confront enough or I confront too much or I just ex-communicate people alltogether without an explanation.Perhaps its easier for me to tell people to fuck off or walk away than to admit that I am hurt.
I am not spiteful,I take my revenge in other more subtle ways, but I do not trust and that keeps me at a distance from people.They try to get inside of me but no one really knows me,not like they think they do anyway.
I think everyone is out to get me or I try to see all of the angles.
These are all defense mechanisms that I have lived with most of my life.I am afraid to get too attatched to humans for fear of getting wounded,but all of that having been said I have many good friends that have been in my life for many years.I dont know how they have put up with me but they are loyal as I am to them.
Loyality counts in my world.
This has been a difficult goal.I have struggled with but now I am finally in a place with my career that things are really taking off and I shall finally have the chance to work in my two favorite fields and make a very comfortable living.BUT there are still more goals to be accomplished in this area.
It will be cold and I’ll need snowboots but its the biggest career oppurtunity that Ive had yet!