ScarySara




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learn how to roll a blunt
buddah lovahs... 2 years ago

so yeah, i ain’t even gonna lie. green, pie, hash, heady, gotta love it all. but i’ve tried and tried taken the courses my friends offer. even went to barnes and noble and looked at “rolling a blunt for dummies” i still can’t master the art of the dutch masters. maybe one day, when i least expect it my fingers will figure out this dark mystical magic. lets hope for it!



become more motivated
i think i can...? 2 years ago

for the longest, i was that annoying kid in class going “come on guys, it’ll be fun.” but i got tired of it. tired of pushing people to try and do something they didn’t want to do. tired of pushing my self to do something i knew i couldn’t. so i stoped trying. my grades have dropped my self image has dropped and so has so many other things in life including my appitite to a dangerously low rate as well as my weight. any ideas?



cry
Untitled 2 years ago

i’ve been so numb lately. and on top of it i keep getting horrible news. my friends are going through so many adjustments in life that can be detrimental to their futures. i’ve learned that choices i made in this past year are going to haunt and follow me now for the rest of my life, i don’t want to have to deal with that. especially not now. all i want to do is cry but i’m always surrounded by so many people who expect me to be this strong outspoken young woman. i can’t.



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