ScatteredOne

I’m going to purge my house. I am no longer going to be the museum keeper of the families past. I’m living in the present, moving to the future, and all this STUFF is keeping me tied to a past that I’d like to move away from. My past is NOT who I am. WISH ME STRENGTH.

After being engaged at 17, married at 19, and divorced at 43 after a 24 yr abusive marriage (not 100% terrible, but I never really liked sex with him. He had/has an anger problem. But only one time ever got him arrested, and I stayed for 3 years after that.)

I want to be so totally in love with someone, and find out that they feel the same way about me, and to have a chance to make love to someone I’m REALLY connected with. NOT HIM.

Sigh…. wishful thinking, but, I guess I’m a born romantic at heart.

1. Healthy family
2. Loving friends
3. The perfect job
4. financial stability
5. Being in love
6. My own personal freedom
7. My expanding awareness
8. Being able to see the possibilities
9. Hearing new music
10.Dancing through the universe