Shadowchilde

is working on healing her life mentally, spiritually and physically.



I'm doing 42 things
 

Shadowchilde's Life List

  1. 1. Work through 'you can heal your life' by Louise L Hay
    1 entry . 16 cheers
    2 people
  2. 2. be a good mom
    3 entries . 53 cheers
    713 people
  3. 3. make magic a constant part of my life
    1 entry . 21 cheers
    43 people
  4. 4. Complete "The Artist's Way"
    1 entry . 16 cheers
    390 people
  5. 5. make peace with my past and embrace my future
    1 entry . 41 cheers
    5 people
  6. 6. BELIEVE in myself and dreams
    1 entry . 49 cheers
    5 people
  7. 7. write something every day
    1 entry . 27 cheers
    224 people
  8. 8. become more spiritual
    1 entry . 13 cheers
    384 people
  9. 9. explore spirituality
    1 entry . 31 cheers
    35 people
  10. 10. To live instead of exist
    1 entry . 12 cheers
    10,899 people
  11. 11. Reclaim my spirit from each and every place I have ever left it
    1 entry . 19 cheers
    12 people
  12. 12. Daily: Reflect on 5 things for which I'm grateful.
    2 team members . 8 entries . 14 cheers
    743 people
  13. 13. Do a 'Daily Rite' to welcome in the Spirit
    1 entry . 8 cheers
    1 person
  14. 14. practice faerie oracle
    1 entry . 17 cheers
    9 people
  15. 15. study wicca
    1 entry . 25 cheers
    51 people
  16. 16. Become a Reiki Master and Teacher
    1 entry . 18 cheers
    8 people
  17. 17. study witchcraft regularly
    1 entry . 9 cheers
    29 people
  18. 18. update My Website
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    298 people
  19. 19. publish a book
    1 entry . 16 cheers
    2,149 people
  20. 20. Finish what I start
    1 entry . 13 cheers
    3,843 people
  21. 21. forgive myself for not being perfect
    1 entry . 35 cheers
    68 people
  22. 22. finish more knitting projects
    42 team members . 1 entry . 12 cheers
    134 people
  23. 23. be a mentor
    1 entry . 8 cheers
    209 people
  24. 24. Make a living with my creativity
    1 entry . 26 cheers
    228 people
  25. 25. Make new friends
    1 entry . 7 cheers
    12,789 people
  26. 26. go on a pagan retreat
    1 entry . 9 cheers
    3 people
  27. 27. be a succulent wild woman
    15 team members . 1 entry . 19 cheers
    103 people
  28. 28. become a member of the Pagan Clergy
    1 entry . 5 cheers
    10 people
  29. 29. finish my bachelors degree
    1 entry . 24 cheers
    468 people
  30. 30. finish my NANO novel
    1 entry . 12 cheers
    28 people
  31. 31. Learn Tai Chi For Real
    2 entries
    5 people
  32. 32. recycle more
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    464 people
  33. 33. be happy with who I am
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    872 people
  34. 34. write an entry for all my goals
    14 cheers
    2 people
  35. 35. be certified as pagan clergy
    1 entry . 5 cheers
    25 people
  36. 36. file paperwork
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    8 people
  37. 37. Read one book a month
    1 entry
    705 people
  38. 38. knit an afghan
    1 entry
    46 people
  39. 39. walk more
    2 cheers
    585 people
  40. 40. Complete How To Think Sideways Writing Course
    1 person
  41. 41. become a medical transcriptionist.
    2 entries
    16 people
  42. 42. master the law of attraction
    1 cheer
    284 people

How I did it
How to read harry potter 7
It took me
15 days
It made me


How to lose 20 pounds
It took me
5 months
It made me


How to do NaNoWriMo 2008
It took me
30 days
It made me
very happy


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Recent entries
become a medical transcriptionist. (read all 2 entries…)
Well,,, This is not as easy as I thought. 4 months ago

I’m having second thoughts about being a Medical Transcriptionist. After spending several weeks studying the first couple of chapters, I’ve decided that this might not be the right choice of a career. I am not very good at grammar or spelling and it is starting to show. The other thing that is starting to show is that I haven’t picked the books back up on over a month. I really have to finish this course and the other one on Medical Coding (which might be easier). Whether I get a job doing this or not in the future. I have to finish the courses. According to the school, I have 18 months to finish. So… I better get my little butt going and get this done.

So… this is the one thing that I don’t really want to do, that I have to get done. Oh well… sometimes life is like that.



file paperwork
Progress with Paperwork 4 months ago

Well, this is a good goal to have, as a matter of fact… it is on my list of things to be done on the whiteboard. However, I haven’t made much progress on it yet.

However, I’m not the only one who is terrible with paperwork. And I guess that’s why trying to keep up on it is my job and not the job of my partner. Wow… if he could keep his paperwork together in one place where he could relocated when he needs it… that would be a huge relief.

Anyway… I guess this is something that I will take on. Since I’m not working, I need to do something that really amount to something around the house. Yeah… now it is time to clean, be a good wife and mother… and take care of all the pets. So, I have a full plate already. However, I’ll have to get a job at some time… like the beginning of the year. But I’ll cross that bridge when I get to it.

Later…



be happy with who I am
Being Happy with Who I am... has taken a little turn. 6 months ago

Things have been pretty hard. Well, maybe it is better to say that I have been very hard on myself. Mostly because of everything that I’ve gone through and it probably doesn’t help that in the past year, I feel that I’ve actually gotten older… looking. I used to be mistaken for someone 10 to 15 years younger. Now, I think that I’m actually looking my age and that bothers me. It’s hard for me to feel happy with who I am when I don’t feel like I really know the person that I am anymore. I feel like I am someone completely different and I’m not sure that’s very good.

I’m tired a lot of the time, I am not as driven to accomplish things like I used to be. I am more prone to just want to take some time to breath instead of rush through the things that I have to do.

I’ve gotten into a place where I don’t feel like I am getting enough done with my time, and yet, I am not pushing myself to accomplish more. I really need to break out of this rut and get motivated. However, my arm hurts, my back hurts… my throat hurts a little… nothing tastes very good to me anymore, so I’m not eating. And I don’t know, I guess that I’m just not seeing the world in the same way I used to.

I need to take more interest in myself and my life. I need to find new things to motivate me into getting things done. That is what I really need to do.



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