Shady12794

Hmm, I guess I can say i feel cute and pretty. But not quite beautiful. I think it’s due to my low self-esteem but i wanna change that. I wanna stop comparing myself to girls around me because I wasn’t built the same. I’m 5’2”, 100 pounds, and 17. I wish i was tall and had that curvy body that i’m jealous of. I wish I looked my age but I guess that’ll be a good thing when i’m older. I want to gain some weight in a healthy way to gain some curves. I have a nice petite body but i want curves! I want a smaller nose. That’s the main source of my low self esteem. My nose is too big, and I want a nose surgery when i’m older. I know it’ll bring my self-esteem up alot and make me feel confident so i think that’s a good reason i hope. But I feel pretty beautiful inside, i just wish i was a bit different outside. But who doesnt?

So I think i’m in love….
I met my bf, Feb 2010. I was talking to another guy and he knew that. But he still bothered trying to win me over. And I realized he was the one I wanted to be with. We started going out May 1st. And so far, its the best! Jan 1st was our 8th month together, but it still feels like new. I see him every day, since he lives really close to me, but I still feel like I can’t get enough of him. He’s the first and last thing I think about every day. I don’t see the end in sight. He’s the sweetest and cutest guy ever. This is the longest relationship we’ve both been in but I hope it lasts. He respects me and I can hardly believe he’s not like other guys. He’s different and I love him so much. I can be myself around him. He’s like my best friend but better. Ahh, I love this feeling…

Well i’m in French 3 class as a junior in high school and it’s my mission to fluently speak French. I’ll minor in French in college and do a study-abroad in France. I really want to do this. Wish me luck! À tout à l’heure!