ShariTheMonster

Soothing, restless, uncommon words
Reaching, breath no longer heard
Oxygen, flowing seeing the blurred
Creeping, genuine reasons I should

Intaking, heartbreaking chilled now
Shaking, going blank havent found
Wonder, inside me, going not proud
Seeking, thoughtless, memories out

Vulnerable, uncapible, to just refuse
Intolerable, presently, able to confuse
Crawling, falling, into the deep blue
Seeing, believing in something I’d lose

Cautious, doubtful that someone will
Freedom, choosing how I should feel
Lonesome, bordom haunted by guilt
Continuing, shameful trying to deal

Running, pretending that its nothing
Stunned, deseived in that something
Stricken, insightful just what I need
Brilliant, pressured seeking a dream

Burried, scornful lasted long in time
Carried, awful kept closely to a lie
Breathing, sweating, the shed of ties
Keeping, unsatisfied, with this bind

That one daring night
The wind blew light
I had beckoned my fear
For I cannot shed a tear
As my weak body smears
I’ll give up the fight

Battle scars will reply
History may reconcile
Nothing hurts but alone
Running far from home
I have no chance to smile
Taken captive in my own

Weeping through daylight
It will settle for moonlight
Havent I waited long years
Promises were left in tears
My final pain must fly
Finding myself to disappear