82. I’m 17 now
83. I’ve been diagnosed with Depression
84. I’ve been approved for “International Relations” at PUC
85. I’ve been part of the Graduation Comitee.
86. Since the treatment for Depression started, I’ve grown closer to people
87. I used to think I had Borderline
88. I’m afraid my psychologist won’t like me
89. I’ve turned into a cellphone addict
90. I really like beer
91. I’m not interested in owning a car
92. I lose things so easily it’s ridiculous
93. I have a hard time buying jewelry
94. I’m in love
95. I usually get sick before or after important exams
96. Saving money is fucking difficult
97. I can barely believe I’m going to College
98. I like underlining my favourite passages, or the ones I can relate to, in the books I own
99. My favourite writers are Hemingway and Silvia Plath
100. Have I mentioned I’m in love?
Shihobu's Life List
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1. complete Keri Smith's 100 ideas
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2. Be confident with myself as never before
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3. get rid of stuff i don't need
3 cheers235 people -
4. learn the constellations
3 cheers887 people -
5. Get to know more punk bands
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6. watch the IMDB Top 250 movies
1 entry . 1 cheer213 people -
7. meet 43 new people
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8. We read to know we're not alone
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9. Watch every single Johnny Depp movie
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10. make a daily "to do" list that i actually follow
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11. Be the Happy Family she has always dreamed of
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12. Make an inventory of everything I own
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13. write a book
31,099 people -
14. Complete 85 of the 100 Most Completed Goals
1 entry . 1 cheer73 people -
15. have conversations late into the night with a fascinating person
17 people -
16. Complete 30 Day Drawing Challenge
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17. Appreciate people for who they are
1 cheer145 people -
18. Volunteer
5,561 people -
19. learn muay thai
2 entries . 2 cheers167 people -
20. record my dreams
1 cheer335 people -
21. Learn to cook
1 entry10,129 people -
22. how i met your mother
2 entries2 people -
23. show up at the airport with a bag and a passport and take the first flight available
150 people -
24. receive a postcard from every country in the world. Will you help me?
2 entries20 people -
25. Improve my social skills
1 cheer220 people -
26. clean my room
2,794 people -
27. go to a Rainbow Gathering
15 people
She’s on Law School and used to live in another state. She moved this year, I think, and got friends with some friends of mine at a bus stop just yesterday. They were all heading to the same party, where me and my friends would get together.
The thing is, she was completely alone until they met… which is amazing. I don’t think I would’ve had the guts myself, and it made me think. There was a time when going to the cinema by my own wasn’t a big deal at all, and I definitely miss the feeling.
Nevertheless, Vi said she was there alone because she was new in town and hadn’t made any friends yet – people at College were arrogant and unpleasant. She wore a customized Ramones shirt and got everyone looking after her at some point (we needed to go home and she had disapeared)!
I discovered she lives nearby – one or two blocks away – which is great. As soon as I get rid of my fear of inviting people over, it will turn out to be very convenient!
Yesterday was great, I’m proud of myself for taking chances and going to the party, and even prouder of Vi. I shall learn from her.
