Sicopath123

ok so im finaly over him…we had a long talk on the phone about 3 weeks ago and he was talking about how i hurt him and stuff and hoe i was playing games with him…i told him how i felt and that i wasn’t playing games with him and basicly i told him i didn’t want to be his friend and he got mad about it but i told him he hurt me to much for me to be him friend so i said i wasn’t going to talk to him after the phone call and he hung up on me and i freaked a little and sent him a message on myspace telling him exactly how i felt and i sai not to tell people but i put it in my xanga(which no one reads that i know in real life) so he freaked i guess and wrote a blog on myspace to piss me off and of couse it did blah blah to make things shorter he’s an asshole and he’s wasted my senior year and my summer…basicly a year of my life…
(in the picture im the zombie)

ok…so i feel used…i found something that confermed something for me…i know its vegue but whatever…im so fucking mad right now mainly because im hurt…but whatever…im thinking the only way i can get over him completely is to tottaly hate his guts…ha ha….no thats my anger talking….no i have to call him…i don’t know what to say tho… but i just want to get everything behind us…after that i never want to see him or talk to him ever again…tommarow i think ill call him…omg!...ha ill probly chicken out…ok im ranting!...tommarow my mind is probly going to be changed wehn i call him but i have proof so all i have to do is read it…i mean come on i feel retarded for not knowing…blah…i knew…blah…k im done goodnight

my cousins eric and jeff want me and my sister to move to california in with them…i don’t know it costs alot there plus i would have to work my ass off to live there…but i don’t know…i mean i would be able to start over and get a hold of my life and make a new one for myself…