Siera-Rayne

is Running and ending off okay



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start dating
It's not everything but it's nice :)

I am currently dating a very sweet boy named Poe Si Sit. He buys me stuffed bunnies and is scared of turtles.



be happy with my body (read all 2 entries…)
I am so far away right now.

I just put on about 5 pounds, I still only weigh 90 pounds but I feel fat. It makes me sad to see the way I hold myself back because of the way I feel about myself. I feel huge and misshapen. I want to feel good.



find MY theme song
This was exactly how other have described me. My mega faults and my strengths.

That Pretty Gurl by The Media Says

Well everyone sees that pretty gurl
When she walks down the streets with those pretty curls
She feeds off all the attention she gets
She never gets that much out of it

Everyone tells here that she’s beautiful
It’s never enough to convince herself
She feels like she’s not worth much at all
And never gets why she’s broken inside

She’s that pretty gurl that everyone loves
She never gets why her life is broken
She’s that pretty gurl that everyone loves?
But there’s no one right for her…

She puts on her make-up
Trying to cover every imperfection she hides from the world
She’s just so scared of being seen
But no one else would ever know

She feels… uglier… everyday she goes on
She needs… someone… to love her now

I can see straight through you like a hole in the wall
and I’m not gonna sit back and watch you fall
Take my hand and come with me tonight
Cuz Ill be the one that treats you right



learn something new everyday
I was waiting.

I was waiting for this to happen then I realized it already had. It happens everyday! I learn so much from everyone. Just today i learned about public housing in the UK and how to say my brother is fat in chinese.



visit all 50 states
Doing okay...

visited 13 states (26%)Create your own visited map of The United States



run more
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I have started running barefoot 6 days a week and I feel great. Its so nice to be able to just run.



Learn to speak chinese
Wo Ai Zong Wen

Wo jue de zong wen shi hen mei :) still learning



be happy with my body (read all 2 entries…)
Doll-Face

I am tiny not like tiny skinny, just tiny like a child I am skinny too but not in a way that looks really nice. I am short and I feel like since i am short i can’t be beautiful. I want to fix this. I am 4’ 9” and I want to feel lovely and elegant and not like a child.



be self-confident again
Where did you go?

I felt beautiful just 4 months ago. I was confident and happy with my self and my body. I am 4 foot 9 inches tall 14 years old and I weigh 86 pounds and I feel fat everyday. I lost the happy zeal. Where did it go? Where can I find it?



Dye my hair black
Smile your head is shiny

Black hair is shiny and beautiful. I have dyed black 3 times. just make sure you don’t look like a wig-monster



be more confident
I AM MINE

I just figured that 14 was a good time to start. I only have 1 life so I might as well live it. Confidence is key.



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