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Sian

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I'm doing 12 things
  

Sian's Life List

  1. 1. Skydive
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  2. 2. Swim with dolphins
    1 entry     		6,320 people
  3. 3. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    1 entry     		16,409 people
  4. 4. lose weight
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		31,816 people
  5. 5. Fall in love
    1 entry     		21,495 people
  6. 6. lose 70 pounds
    1 entry     		359 people
  7. 7. go to college
    1 entry     		3,365 people
  8. 8. get my eyebrow pierced
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  9. 9. learn to drive
    1 entry     		5,123 people
  10. 10. lose my virginity
    1 entry     		1,182 people
  11. 11. stop worrying
    1 entry     		1,791 people
  12. 12. Be myself
    1 entry     		1,555 people
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Be myself
Untitled 2 months ago

Sometimes i am myself
but sometimes im not
but im not sure when im being myself and when im not..
i just wish i knew WHO i was
does anyone else understand this? lol
Theres alot of things i havnt told different people and never intend to
Im only 16 though.. i dont think i know who i am exactly yet
but i havnt tried to act in a certain way to fit in, ive just never fitted in and got used to it.

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stop worrying
One of my biggest downsides 2 months ago

I’ve suffered from anxiety disorder and depression since i was 13, theres not a definiat reason why this happened to me but bullying from family members and school.. and my parents splitting up might have something to do with it
It sucks hardcore, no amount of medication or psycotherapy has completely “cured” me, i still worry about every possible thing every day, i’m really negative and i am really trying my very hardest to try to be positive. I wish Everyone good luck with overcoming their anxiety and worry. x

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Lose 70 pounds
Need to do this 2 months ago

im over 200 pounds, well in u.k weight im 15 stone
And i want to get to 10 stone, which is alot of weight to lose, im not sure how im ever going to lose that much but i have the tiniest ounce of hope left to do it :)
Being obese is a sad hard thing, some people dont understand that theres reasons we are over weight, emotional eating, bad metabolism, illness and so on.
I just dont want to be judged plainly on the fact that im bigger than most of the other teenage girls. =\

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Zoie wants to redecorate my room save more money build an earth sheltered home Be the woman I was meant to be get my belly pierced start a business hug a stranger Attend a political convention watch dragonball z Buy a House Learn a poem by heart and perform it in front of people take a photography course be contented live in London for a while i want to travel the world learn car mechanics learn to cook healthy vegetarian dishes make a documentary film sabrina wants to own a kitchenaid mixer skate more see sea Go to Graceland make more friends create my own tattoo ride my bike more be at peace learn how to tie the stem of a maraschino cherry with my tongue