I've forgotten what I love
9 months ago
I haven’t written anything significant in years. Like a atrophied muscle, my skills are weak and useless. That needs to change.
| 1. |
Take better care of my family
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7 people |
| 2. |
Write
1 entry . 1 cheer |
1,372 people |
| 3. |
Sleep better
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779 people |
| 4. |
Love myself and all I am
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1 person |
| 5. |
Create
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293 people |
| 6. |
Laugh
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363 people |
| 7. |
Cry without shame
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1 person |
| 8. |
Learn to let go
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566 people |
| 9. |
Accept my life
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2 people |
| 10. |
Cook more
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1,938 people |
| 11. |
Educate myself
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35 people |
| 12. |
Listen to my heart
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44 people |
| 13. |
Surrender
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23 people |
| 14. |
Find a family
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2 people |
| 15. |
Dance
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2,327 people |
| 16. |
Have faith
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237 people |
| 17. |
Sky dive
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2,148 people |
| 18. |
Remember who I am
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46 people |
| 19. |
Enjoy my life
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169 people |
| 20. |
Love my husband
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76 people |
| 21. |
Clean
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100 people |
| 22. |
Make friends
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1,742 people |
I haven’t written anything significant in years. Like a atrophied muscle, my skills are weak and useless. That needs to change.
My family needs a house. Little did I know back when I was stumbling through life, making my mistakes, that it would all come back to haunt me. Little did I know that the ripples my life has cause would keep going until they touched my future, which is my here and now.
Stupid mistakes that haven’t taught me anything but that I’m stupid, people are unforgiving, and make me wonder what’s the point in living with no one on my side.
I’m not suicidal, just lost and out of hope. Life sucks when life suck and I just can’t seem to find the will to keep looking for rainbows in the rain.