I'm doing 28 things
I dunno which day is it, probably 4th or 5th, but I’d like to do this again.
I tried to go to a therapist, it didn’t help me at all. She just talked I should like myself the way I am, that life is about being spontanous and that I shouldn’t wish for things I can’t have. I got my weight again, now I lost it again… this weight-bouncing wasn’t good, but now I learned what to eat.
The naked flesh is tempting, the part of me wants to do all the things young people do, but I quickly grow tired of it. And last night, I had nightmares related to my problems again. And now I know… I’m still too fragile and gentle, I still have to grow stronger. For my sake.
SirDanube's Life List
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1. Fall in love
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2. stop masturbating
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3. feel beautiful
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4. Let go of the past
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5. learn to love myself
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6. STOP BEING GAY
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7. be more confident
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8. become mature
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9. Visit Japan
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10. learn Russian
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11. Learn Japanese
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12. make a daily "to do" list that i actually follow
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13. go to bed at a decent hour
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14. Donate 10,000 grains of rice through freerice.com
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15. read 100 books in 2011
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16. Become a pirate
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17. Do homework the day I get it
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18. look prettier
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19. learn to write with my left hand
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20. save more money
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21. stop using "LOL"
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22. learn to confront people
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23. learn the constellations
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24. Create something in the steampunk style
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25. figure out if i'm pregnant...?
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26. wish on a shooting star
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27. COMPLETE TEAM 43's POSITIVE and BALANCED in DECEMBER CHALLENGE!!!
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28. TEAM 43 NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS Challenge 2012!!!
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How I did it
It made me
COOL GUY! 
How I did it: I took no diet.... I learned what to eat, how much to eat, and stick to that. Everyone has to mind about his nutrition, eat only what really is food (snacks, sweets, candies, sodas, etc... arent) and you have to exercise at least 3 times a week. As long as you live, so you could feel and be alive! Read how I did it…
It made me
onigiri master
How I did it: I asked a friend who can cook Japanese rice how to do it. She explained it needs to be short grained rice (Japanese rice is the best, but you probably need some easier substitution to find..In my case, it was Macedonian rice), needs to be washed and cooked on it's own steam for about 20 minutes. When you have the rice, choose your filling (it can be anything you like) and shape them into balls or triangles. That's it! You can add nori and… Read how I did it…
It made me
more attractive
How I did it: I knew I have to do this, I felt like a potato with huge legs, huge butt and sticks in place of arms. I wasn't able to walk normally, I could only walk very slowly and would quickly get rashes on my inner thighs.A friend suggested this UN diet http://undiet-90daydiet.blogspot.com/ and it was very fun. I hated the fruit day because it's really troublesome to live a whole day on fruit, but I simply had no choice. In the meantime, I fully ad… Read how I did it…
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Recent entries
Nothing special is going on, just letting you know I didn’t give up. I have no sexual desires whatsoever, but I know I still have problems. I’m focusing on my emotions, feelings and insecurities, not on sex.
It was supposed to be Day 30, but I couldn’t any longer. It just wasn’t stopping and I’m mentally fatigued. I did my best for now.
I’ll try to make it all better and better, I have to be stronger. :)
