I’ve done it again. I still feel the same way as before. My friends did it high and seemed to be utterly amazed.
♥ Sirena ♥'s Life List
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1. lose 100 pounds
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2. be more confident
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3. be happy
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4. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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5. learn french
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6. leave this town
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7. lose my virginity
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8. Learn Spanish
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9. Learn Portuguese
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10. Improve my self-esteem
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11. get a nosejob
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12. get straight A's
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13. become beautiful
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14. learn Italian
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15. have blue eyes
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16. get a job
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17. have clear skin
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18. write a short story.
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19. live in europe
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20. learn to sing
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21. Learn to play the guitar
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22. straighten my teeth
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23. know my blood type
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24. donate plasma
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25. get married
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26. Become an RN
152 people
How I did it: I downloaded: The Wizard of Oz Dark Side of the Moon (Pink Floyd) Animals (Pink Floyd) Meddle (Pink Floyd) Put in The Wizard of Oz, Leave it on pause Make a playlist of the following in this order: The entire Dark Side of the Moon album The entire Animals album Tracks 2, 3, 4, and 5 of Meddle Press play on the first track of the playlist then pause it immediately. Play the movie and once the MGM lion roars for the 3… Read how I did it…
How I did it: I basically just lived my life and we discovered each other unexpectedly. And the rest was history from there. ;)There's so many factors to keep in account but I won't say everything, I don't want to write a novel here. But I was a person who had things pretty bad growing up. No father, irresponsible mother and no real guidance. I was very poor living in low-income housing. I never really thought highly of myself and had bouts of low self… Read how I did it…
Food is a drug for me. I’ve loved it in excess.
In which I’ve abused and ODed on for 7 years now.
I can’t avoid it. I can’t live without it.
Up & down my weight goes. Yo-yo diets. Pills, shakes, and even self-destructive things like Bulimia.
I must learn to live with food in health and moderation.
I’m human: Flawed
I make mistakes.
I give into the comfort food gives me and overdo it.
I relapsed but I’m not throwing in the towel.
Or giving up. My health is on the line.
And other things too.
Food is a drug. I must learn to cope with.
I’m still learning each day now.
You’re not alone. We’re all here with you too.
Yeah, You. ♥
CW: 263
This week’s GW: 260
Wish me luck!
It’s been a while since I’ve written…more like 7 months. I ended up falling off hardcore! But Recently I’ve gotten back on. I ended up gaining 30 pounds from January 2009 – May 2009. Making my weight peak at 280!! I ate fast food everyday. Forgot all about my diet. And practically inhaled sodas. So in June 2009 I knew I was going bad…so I took back control..and It’s August 30th. And I’ve lost 17 of the said gained 30 lbs. Which now I weigh 263 lbs. Once I’m down to 170 lbs. I’ll take this goal off my to-do list. =) Wish me luck, and I hope I’ll get your honesty & trust in return with my own. Keep up the hard-work! This is a daily battle…the hardest thing I’m facing yet.
If you want something bad enough you won’t give up on it ever.
If you keep trying you might just get want you want after all.
It’s been a while since I’ve been on here. Life’s been hectic and I’ve been super depressed. I slacked off bad.
CW: 257
GW: 155


