SkinYourAssRaw

I dont even know how but i seem to have lost who i really am . It seems as though i dont know myself anymore . When i look back at the way i used to be i wonder what changed and how i could have let it happen. I used to be so set on everything . I knew exactly who i was and what i wanted . Now i dont even recognize myself . Its like when i look in the mirror it isnt me . I need help. But i cant seem to ask for it.

Ive noticed that when ever somethig goes wrong i end up balming myself . Just this past week a friend of my family died of a drug overdose and the first thought that i had was that i could have helped him . I knew that he was doing drugs ,but i chose to let him live his own life . And now i feel as though he would still be alive if i ad done something .