SkinnyPinny

I have been extremely naughty in the past few months. I kinda just gave up and ate a lot! I havent steped on the scales in months. Im a little scared, coz today is the day. Im going back to the gym with my boyfriend and i will weigh myself this arvo. I told him to work me til i hurt lol :)

Today i have eaten:
Breakfast: a cup of tea, with two sugars and whole milk
(and a cough lolly but thats just stupid lol)

I really need to cut down on what i eat. yesterday at tafe i had two packs of chips in my break. I have no idea why! Its like my stomach takes over my mind and makes me buy more. I know it sounds like im making stupid excuses but some of you may know what i mean. Anyway, i kind of cant wait, but im scared of the scales this afternoon :(

xoxoxoxoxox

Stats tomorrow :)

Yay. i get my first pay today! soon i can afford to go back to the gym! it has been so long and i quite enjoy it so i cant wait! All i have today for lunch and recess is two little snack cheese and biscut things. they r only about 100cals each

xoxoxoxox

I felt really sick this morning. Really light headed and like i wanted to throw up (i sorta wish i did seeing as though i cant make myself) But then i had a big glass of vegie juice and some green tea and i felt a little better, still not 100% though. I had this deadly chocolate cake last night and i feel really bad. I gotta start and work out…. I have a job now so i am gonna start and get gym memberships again :)sucks they r so expensive!

If anyone wants to add me on msn (specially if ur ana) i’d love to talk :)
nautylilgoth@hotmail.com

xoxoxox