why cant I stop
2 years ago
I told myself I would stop when my life is less stressful. So far my life has gotten 10x more stressful. I want to stop. Ugh, its killing me and I cant quit.
| 1. |
learn to fire dance
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21 people |
| 2. |
Learn contact juggling
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42 people |
| 3. |
do all my laundry
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12 people |
| 4. |
work abroad
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303 people |
| 5. |
love myself
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4,444 people |
| 6. |
get out of debt
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11,047 people |
| 7. |
go camping
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2,509 people |
| 8. |
stop procrastinating
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26,993 people |
| 9. |
fall in love
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24,458 people |
| 10. |
go hiking
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581 people |
| 11. |
finish my 43 things
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18 people |
| 12. |
wright a book
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21 people |
| 13. |
kiss someone on new years eve
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16 people |
| 14. |
join the masons
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3 people |
| 15. |
go to church
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712 people |
| 16. |
find god
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280 people |
| 17. |
take more pictures
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14,323 people |
| 18. |
make new friends
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12,783 people |
| 19. |
download my brain
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1 person |
| 20. |
Take vitamins daily
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785 people |
| 21. |
learn to play the guitar
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12,670 people |
| 22. |
be happy again
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220 people |
| 23. |
get my teeth fixed
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749 people |
| 24. |
grow my hair out
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1,678 people |
| 25. |
date someone
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17 people |
| 26. |
start exercising
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405 people |
| 27. |
get my own apartment
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587 people |
| 28. |
graduate college
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2,668 people |
| 29. |
stop smoking marijuana
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223 people |
| 30. |
quit smoking cigarettes
1 entry . 1 cheer |
205 people |
| 31. |
Meet my birthmother
1 entry |
7 people |
| 32. |
go to space
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439 people |
| 33. |
fix my sleeping habits
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5 people |
| 34. |
get my license un-suspended
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2 people |
| 35. |
play football
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271 people |
| 36. |
learn pan flute
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1 person |
| 37. |
have children
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4,130 people |
| 38. |
get married
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18,639 people |
| 39. |
get a dog
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3,865 people |
| 40. |
fix my car
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245 people |
| 41. |
learn to dj
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532 people |
| 42. |
start my own podcast
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8 people |
| 43. |
find a job.
1 entry |
1,810 people |
I told myself I would stop when my life is less stressful. So far my life has gotten 10x more stressful. I want to stop. Ugh, its killing me and I cant quit.
My birth mother lost custody of my when I was 2 because of neglagence and abuse. My dad took me and eventually told me that she had died so I wouldn’t want to see her. I learned diferently when I turned 18. She contacted my uncle and left a number for me to call. I never called. I am 27 now and I want to at least meet my mother.