I was often doing dates and recently I was rejected by all the guys that I dated. It gave me a big wondering of who I should be with someone. Should I talk less or more smooth. Whatever, I think that I don’t feel like I want anymore go to meet someone to impress him. And if I’m too much my self I will feel like I can’t be respected or be interesting. I don’t want to avoid the people but I want to see the persons that will judge me more on my strenght that my weaknesses.
Smallow's Life List
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1. find a job
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2. see my friends!
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3. don't want to love anymore
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4. write a book
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5. drink more water
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6. learn english
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7. continue to find happiness in myself with or without a romantic interest
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8. get my libido back
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9. Make Daily Schedule
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10. be motivated
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11. build more muscle
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12. Learn about myself
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13. become more responsible
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14. Make a reading list and start reading more
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15. focus
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16. do more photography
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17. learn how to play an acoustic guitar
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18. get better grades in school
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19. be more confident
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20. Be myself
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21. Practice Yoga
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22. Sing, Sing, Sing like never before! (in a band)
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23. be a grown-up
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24. stop being lazy
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25. find a career
241 people -
26. Eat better
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27. Get more sleep
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28. go to the gym regularly
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29. draw more
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30. write songs
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31. Become a model
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Recent entries
be myself
2 years ago
more confident
2 years ago
I thought that I was so confident but right now I’m feeling like I just can’t control my life. I still don’t know I far I could go in my life. I don’t speak a lot of people because I’m tired to be rejected. I’m planning to focus more on my life than the others…Like that I will be able to control more myself and know what I want.
job in downtown?
2 years ago
I want to look for a new job maybe in downtown or I’ll check again around my house. But a job in downtown would be cool :P
