I'm doing 39 things
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14 months ago
folks,been depressed ten years now,and suicidical for five…and i’m just 20.Used to think i was alone.Felt good to knw thr r others like me n i’m not a weirdo.
Smruti_chellam's Life List
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1. stop resisting change so much.Accept changes in my life and around me HAPPILY.I'm NOT an old-timer.
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2. be healthy and happy.have peace of mind.
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3. Educate myself.
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4. Do first things first.Set my priorities right.
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5. be fit.Be lean.Extract my body from this fat-suit.
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6. stop obsessing over some things.
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7. break my virginity on grass under a starry sky (after marrying,since Vikks insists on NO pre-marital sex even though i'm gonna marry him.)
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8. donate a LOT to Samaritans when i start earning.Set up a Samaritans network in India.
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9. See the world.Travel ever SO much.
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10. stop being old.Be YOUNG.I'm just 20!!! I have my whole life in front of me.I can have all my dreams come true.
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11. stop being over-dependent on others.Stand up on my own feet.
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12. Live the life of my dreams.Oh yes,it is DEFINITELY possible,and going to happen.
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13. gain confidence.Believe in myself.
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14. ONLY doing things that i love.Living my own dreams.
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15. write every day for 15 minutes or more
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16. go scuba-diving in the Great Barrier Reef.
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17. Set my priorities right.Not care about pleasing ANYBODY but myself.
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18. stop thinking that mysterious magic aids me.There is NO MAGIC but Nature.I need to believe in SCIENCE.
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19. not see porn videos.
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20. do more maths.It is the universal language.
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21. exercise half an hour daily.
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22. set my goals in life,not blunder through it.
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23. stop reading porn or viewing pics.
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24. tell Vikram more about my work.
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25. stop being ideal.I need to live in the REAL world.
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26. want to experience nearly all adventure sports.
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27. go into space.
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28. stop being such a cynic.
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29. tone my body, again
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30. read more tech books.
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31. be more social.Build up a great network of friends.
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32. be less mentally dependent on people.
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33. compile a list of 100 facts about myself
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34. be a drummer in a band.
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35. not run after perfection.Perfection is an illusion.I need to LIVE.
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36. Evolve my ideas,work on them-not just dump them out of fear of failure.
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37. love myself
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38. know that nothing-NOTHING-is unachievable
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39. stop being fatalistic.I'm NOT "destined" to do anything.There is NO destiny,just what "I" plan.
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Recent entries
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14 months ago
I was severely suicidical for quite som years now.Today,i sought help through email.I am willing to do anything to get out of this darkness and learn to love myself.
My first kiss :)
17 months ago
Well,it defied all expectations!!
There we were,scared to even hold hands,and then he lifts me up onto a ledge and asks me if i am ready,makes PERFECTLY SURE that i am,then..when i am expecting a lip-brush, surprises me with a french kiss!!!
Was so dumbfounded,i didn’t know what to think or say.Jus’ laughed my head off for an hour or so. :) :)
