I was sitting on my porch tonight, and things are looking good! It feels to good to be able to nurture my pretty & flourishing plants…I hope to keep it up!!
SnpDrgnz's Life List
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1. To live instead of exist
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2. live passionately
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3. Fall in love
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4. find peace
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5. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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6. Teach
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7. let go of my past.
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8. parasailing
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9. Kiss in the rain
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10. Meet new and interesting people
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11. learn to play golf
424 people -
12. Travel to Ireland
551 people -
13. Buy a House
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14. learn how to drive stick-shift
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15. Take more pictures
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16. see the northern lights
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17. be happy with myself
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18. go hang-gliding for my 25th birthday!!
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19. get another tattoo
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20. play guitar
1,669 people
Okay, I know how to do this. Kind of. Haven’t tried it since I was 16, and my wonderful, patience-of-a-saint stepdad even gave up! So I need to master this!
I’ve been here. In love. At least what love was to me at that point in my life….which does not make what I felt at the time, less than. It just makes it what it was. Some foolish, some daring, some sad, some outrageous. But all beautiful.
But now…..now I need something deeper. Something different. Of course, I want someone to think that I’m beautiful, and worthy. Someone that instills passion & spirit in me…that is instilled the same by me. Someone who laughs with me, and someone who will cry with me. But, too, I need someone to need me. To need me to turn to in the night. To need me to just be there. To want to sit together when we are 80 & speak of our lives together. Someone that gets me on my most elemental levels, and lets me in on theirs, that knows that they may not be able to heal my hurts, but share them, and let me share in theirs. Someone that can love my crazy family & pull me into theirs, to have a crazy family of our own. I need someone who I can feel in my soul, and that when they are not with me in person, they are with me in my heart.
Someday.
