I’ve always been shy and my parents defended that it was just a characteristic of me, that I didn’t need to change. Now I’m 27 y-o, and I feel that it is not so. I’m losing so many things, and suffering so much because of something I AM?! That doesn’t sound true to me…
I’ve started therapy five months ago to try to deal with that. Let’s see how it works…
SofiaGrant's Life List
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1. Let go of the past
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2. create the soundtrack to my life
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3. lose weight
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4. buy more dresses
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5. Be less shy
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6. move into my own apartment
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7. fall in love again
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8. Kiss in the rain
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9. be happy with myself
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10. visit London
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11. Practice Yoga
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12. be more creative
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13. learn 100 words in ten languages
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14. learn photography
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15. go bungee jumping
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16. finish a sudoku puzzle
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Recent entries
It took me two years, but I finally feel that I do not procrastinate so much as I did anymore. At least, not about the big issues – work, studies, etc. I give me deadlines for everything, and the small notebook I used just to my “creative writing” (sic) now carries “TO DO” lists that I follow as commandments. It’s working fine.
I still haven’t gotten used to buy and wear more dresses. I’ve turned to the skirts – I’ve got three new ones, a jeans, a black and a light green. I think it is a step forward, don’t you?
