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SoleilNoir




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  2. 1. get married
    1 entry     		17,887 people
  3. 2. Move to Denver
    		79 people
  4. 3. Loose 20 more pounds
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  5. 4. feel appreciated
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  6. 5. pet a zebra
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		21 people
  7. 6. make more money
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  8. 7. work for Apple
    		183 people
  9. 8. own all NIN halos
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		1 person
  10. 9. get a cat
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		842 people
  11. 10. be more compassionate
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  12. 11. find a job i love
    2 cheers     		1,791 people
  13. 12. Make new friends
    		12,237 people
  14. 13. see nine inch nails live again
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  15. 14. become a robot
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  16. 15. ebay my life away
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  17. 16. Meet Trent Reznor
    1 cheer     		103 people
  18. 17. Speak French fluently
    1 cheer     		2,051 people
  19. 18. Visit France
    2 cheers     		594 people
  20. 19. Learn to cook Italian food
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		30 people
  21. 20. live in a loft
    1 entry     		168 people
  22. 21. go wine-tasting
    1 entry . 4 cheers     		25 people
  23. 22. pierce my tragus
    1 cheer     		27 people
  24. 23. try acupuncture
    2 cheers     		106 people
  25. 24. Become A Trillionaire
    1 cheer     		33 people
  26. 25. learn to swim
    1 entry . 4 cheers     		2,822 people
  27. 26. own a jaguar
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		54 people
  28. 27. have dinner with Martha Stewart
    1 cheer     		5 people
  29. 28. Drink real absinthe
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		35 people
  30. 29. get better grades
    1 entry     		1,021 people
  31. 30. get really good at yoga
    		19 people
  32. 31. see a ghost
    		564 people
  33. 32. Attend a Steve Jobs keynote
    		26 people
Recent entries
get married
Untitled 9 months ago

I was with someone for 3 years whom I thought would be “the one.” Sure love has its consequences, there were bad times amongst the many good ones. The most satisfying feeling is waking up next to someone for who you love and could compromise your whole life. Unfortunately he left me shortly before we had planned to move together. Now I feel like I’m lost in the dark. It is so hard to find someone to share your love with. So many takers and not enough givers. I want to find love so badly it hurts inside. I feel lost without someone to spend my days and nights with, someone to share my emotions with. Am I crazy to want this, especially at such a young age? No I say. I am only human, a human who wants to give love to someone who appreciates and can give it back in return.

Sep 14, 11:40PM PDT | 3 comments


be a good girlfriend (read all 2 entries…)
Never a good girlfriend 10 months ago

So I try to be a wonderful companion only for him to break up with me. I give up on this one. If I can’t be good for someone what worth does this life really have…

Sep 12, 2008, 10:47PM PDT | 1 comment


Have fun
Untitled 14 months ago

Everything has its consequence…

May 14, 2008, 10:12PM PDT | 0 comments


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