I was with someone for 3 years whom I thought would be “the one.” Sure love has its consequences, there were bad times amongst the many good ones. The most satisfying feeling is waking up next to someone for who you love and could compromise your whole life. Unfortunately he left me shortly before we had planned to move together. Now I feel like I’m lost in the dark. It is so hard to find someone to share your love with. So many takers and not enough givers. I want to find love so badly it hurts inside. I feel lost without someone to spend my days and nights with, someone to share my emotions with. Am I crazy to want this, especially at such a young age? No I say. I am only human, a human who wants to give love to someone who appreciates and can give it back in return.
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5. pet a zebra
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11. find a job i love
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24. Become A Trillionaire
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25. learn to swim
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27. have dinner with Martha Stewart
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14 months ago
Never a good girlfriend
14 months ago
So I try to be a wonderful companion only for him to break up with me. I give up on this one. If I can’t be good for someone what worth does this life really have…
