I was with someone for 3 years whom I thought would be “the one.” Sure love has its consequences, there were bad times amongst the many good ones. The most satisfying feeling is waking up next to someone for who you love and could compromise your whole life. Unfortunately he left me shortly before we had planned to move together. Now I feel like I’m lost in the dark. It is so hard to find someone to share your love with. So many takers and not enough givers. I want to find love so badly it hurts inside. I feel lost without someone to spend my days and nights with, someone to share my emotions with. Am I crazy to want this, especially at such a young age? No I say. I am only human, a human who wants to give love to someone who appreciates and can give it back in return.
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2. Move to Denver
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3. Loose 20 more pounds
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5. pet a zebra
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8. own all NIN halos
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9. get a cat
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10. be more compassionate
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11. find a job i love
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13. see nine inch nails live again
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14. become a robot
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15. ebay my life away
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16. Meet Trent Reznor
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17. Speak French fluently
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18. Visit France
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19. Learn to cook Italian food
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20. live in a loft
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21. go wine-tasting
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22. pierce my tragus
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23. try acupuncture
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24. Become A Trillionaire
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25. learn to swim
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26. own a jaguar
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27. have dinner with Martha Stewart
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28. Drink real absinthe
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29. get better grades
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30. get really good at yoga
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31. see a ghost
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32. Attend a Steve Jobs keynote
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9 months ago
Never a good girlfriend
10 months ago
So I try to be a wonderful companion only for him to break up with me. I give up on this one. If I can’t be good for someone what worth does this life really have…
