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SoleilNoir




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  2. 1. get married
    1 entry     		18,540 people
  3. 2. Move to Denver
    		83 people
  4. 3. Loose 20 more pounds
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  5. 4. feel appreciated
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  6. 5. pet a zebra
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		21 people
  7. 6. make more money
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  8. 7. work for Apple
    		183 people
  9. 8. own all NIN halos
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  10. 9. get a cat
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		868 people
  11. 10. be more compassionate
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  12. 11. find a job i love
    2 cheers     		1,915 people
  13. 12. Make new friends
    		12,730 people
  14. 13. see nine inch nails live again
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  15. 14. become a robot
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  16. 15. ebay my life away
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  17. 16. Meet Trent Reznor
    1 cheer     		102 people
  18. 17. Speak French fluently
    1 cheer     		2,093 people
  19. 18. Visit France
    2 cheers     		632 people
  20. 19. Learn to cook Italian food
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		33 people
  21. 20. live in a loft
    1 entry     		170 people
  22. 21. go wine-tasting
    1 entry . 4 cheers     		21 people
  23. 22. pierce my tragus
    1 cheer     		28 people
  24. 23. try acupuncture
    2 cheers     		108 people
  25. 24. Become A Trillionaire
    1 cheer     		33 people
  26. 25. learn to swim
    1 entry . 4 cheers     		2,953 people
  27. 26. own a jaguar
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		55 people
  28. 27. have dinner with Martha Stewart
    1 cheer     		5 people
  29. 28. Drink real absinthe
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		34 people
  30. 29. get better grades
    1 entry     		1,037 people
  31. 30. get really good at yoga
    		19 people
  32. 31. see a ghost
    		571 people
  33. 32. Attend a Steve Jobs keynote
    		27 people
Recent entries
get married
Untitled 14 months ago

I was with someone for 3 years whom I thought would be “the one.” Sure love has its consequences, there were bad times amongst the many good ones. The most satisfying feeling is waking up next to someone for who you love and could compromise your whole life. Unfortunately he left me shortly before we had planned to move together. Now I feel like I’m lost in the dark. It is so hard to find someone to share your love with. So many takers and not enough givers. I want to find love so badly it hurts inside. I feel lost without someone to spend my days and nights with, someone to share my emotions with. Am I crazy to want this, especially at such a young age? No I say. I am only human, a human who wants to give love to someone who appreciates and can give it back in return.

Sep 14, 2008, 11:40PM PDT | 3 comments


be a good girlfriend (read all 2 entries…)
Never a good girlfriend 14 months ago

So I try to be a wonderful companion only for him to break up with me. I give up on this one. If I can’t be good for someone what worth does this life really have…

Sep 12, 2008, 10:47PM PDT | 1 comment


Have fun
Untitled 18 months ago

Everything has its consequence…

May 14, 2008, 10:12PM PDT | 0 comments


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go to a great college SLEEP...sleep better, sleep longer, sleep more, sleep earlier be a mom speak spanish become more social with interesting people become more confident remodel kitchen SallyCinnamon wants to spend more time on my art wake up earlier Make a best friend become a musician wake up when my alarm clock goes off stop picking my skin Quinquin wants to try new things exercise regularly improve my spelling do a backbend talk to him become a working actress sell a photograph Go to Ireland draw more learn to play bass get out of debt complete a triathlon live on a deserted island be a size 12
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