SoleilNoir

Everything has its consequence…

I found one, it was pearl white and oh so beautiful! I get out of my Saturn to look at it, manual transmission. I can’t drive it. What a disappointment. Perhaps I should add that to one of my goals…

I bought one, I’m in debt with one…Its shiny and white and functional…Definately worth the next few months of debt.

I watch the food network a lot, especially “Everyday Italian.” Hopefully I will retain some of this information. As much as I watch the food network I should be learning something…

Looks like I’m going to be missing another Modest Mouse tour…super lame.

Someone I know said that they really suck live. I say he’s a hater. I still want to see them!

My boyfriend says everyone can swim…its like second nature. Maybe he knows something I don’t. I’d give it a try when no one is around as long as I don’t end up drowning.

I almost have half of the money saved. Now, I found out that no one in Kansas sells them so I have to special order one and pick it up in Wichita. I don’t mind travelling but its just pretty lame that I have to special order it.

I overreacted and got mad about something really, really stupid and uncontrollable. I hate myself when I do things like this. Sometimes I just don’t think and realize the circumstances.

I’m scheduled for a haircut next week…Maybe I’ll be brave. I just have to find a different hairstyle I like.

Perhaps I’m being too compassionate as of late. I suppose it is possible to open your heart too wide.

A friend told me you can ship it into the US with little problem. “They have better things to do than put you in jail for importing the product,” is what he said. Its tempting and I may have to binge for some once I get some money.

Being underage is definately lame and restricts me from living a more culturally diverse life. I would love to spend a day at a winery tasting grapes and different wines not for the mere aspect of becoming intoxicated rather for the experience and knowledge of which it would equip

My Gateway turned out to be a cheap piece of machine and now won’t charge. I have determined that I need something that will last even if I have to pay a little extra cash.

I was watching Tv this afternoon and it occured to me how lovely it would be to live in a loft. Kind of like being in a secluded, comfy area yet right in the center of all the activties that the heart of the city contains. What a wonderful dream!

I finally found a group of people who enjoys my company along with good food so every Monday we get together for dinner. It is enjoyable and entertaining. Everything I could wish for.

I almost stole a cat on my way home from work yesterday…He looked lonely and lost.

I’d love to have dinner parties but I know that if I had them no one would come. So sad…

I didn’t keep up a 3.7 and I lost my scholarship by a mere .3 points. I hate the screwed up college scholarship system.

They’re still living! I’m not a cacti killer afterall.