Sophiejo89




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How to overcome my eating disorder.
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Overcome my eating disorder.
Can I go a week wihtout bingeing?

My eating disorder started i guess around this time last year. My boyfriend broke up with me, got with someone new and got engaged. I felt helpless and wanted some control. I’ve never been comfortable with my body so thought I’d do something about it. I started off by severly limiting my calories. and it worked. i lost about a stone in a month/month and a half but for the last four months i’ve also been bingeing. This week i’ve b/p everyday. I hate it. I plan to have a good day and I just have this insatiable need to eat. chewing gum helps a little but after i still need real food.
Somedays I don’t know what the point is anymore. I want to be happy again. I want to be thin. I’d give anything to go back to days when i could go without eating. but i’d love even more to go back to not having to care about what i eat.




 

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