SoulmeetsBody

but not be all consumed by trying to find it. Will it actually happen (granted-again)does it matter. How do you stop fooling yourself, trying to fool others and just live. Big goal.

I’m sure every self help book has a dozen ways to do this, I’ve read them and listened to evey song that conveys the same longing…I want to not care what anyone might think of me and be comfortable in groups of different types of people and for once create lasting friendships. I think I’ll need support for this goal as my nature is conflicted with a job that demands that I be assertive with strangers and put up a knowledgeable front and be cheerful so they don’t know that I’m bossing them around…..In off work situations I’m quiet and afraid to speak or when I do I feel false…..Help!!