Came out to my dad last month! He’s annoying at times because he keeps telling me I need to do right with God but I just shine him on. I feel much better about life in general though. It’s like this burden that has been haunting me and my friends over the past 7 years has finally been lifted and we can all move on as stronger individuals…
Spartan11793's Life List
1. be happy
2. Be a psychiatrist
3. come out of the closet
4. get straight A's
5. make love in the rain
6. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
7. be a gardener
8. tell people how I really feel about them
9. Be less shy
10. live everyday like its my last
11. To live instead of exist
12. Increase my upper body strength.
13. stop biting my nails
14. have a painless death
15. Worry less.
16. learn to sew
17. Not be attracted to abusive people
How I did it: Falling in love just sort of happened. First I had to stop living in la-la land and take control of my mind. I had to realize that I wasn't allowing myself to enjoy anything because I was letting my life/past experiences control me.This was the hardest thing for me to do, and it took me a while to understand it. It was too late though because I broke up with the man I fell in love with before I could realize how much he loved me, how… Read how I did it…
I learned how to play the guitar and I think its a lot of fun, other than your fingers hurting after awhile. Its a good hobby to have when your bored or its raining outside. You can always find new tabs on the internet that tell you what strings to play. The hardest thing about learning a new instrument is knowing it, as in the notes on the fret board. Once you know where all the notes are you can practice on changing chords and things like that. Another hard thing to do is learning how to read music, but after awhile you get the hang of it. I’ve been playing the saxophone for almost 4 years so I learned how to read music a while back. So anyways, practice makes perfect!
Its a great place. Though I am bored of living here and want to go to a big city like New York. I don’t know a whole lot about Portland, I don’t like the roads there very much… Eugene is really nice if you want to get the culture of a city and the fresh air of a small town. A lot of people who come here say its an escape. So thats my two cents…