SpiritSoul

Ok, I watched the new episode on Thursday night, but I still haven’t seen the one about the website. I need to just watch it! Heehee

Ok, ok….I know that in order to improve my self esteem and all these other goals on my list, I’ve gotta find some way to change my thought process. How do I just “become” optimistic? Hmmmm, I’m gonna spend this weekend (wait, wait, lemme rephrase…”try to spend this weekend…”) working on changing my thinking. Basically I’m a “glass is half-empty” kind of person….but I’m gonna try to be “glass half-full”......at least for a day, lol…

I guess I’m just a negative person by nature….but if I want to work on changing that, that’s a positive thing, right? I wanna be more optimistic, and think more positively. It’s gonna take some work, but I feel that this is something that I just need to do… :-)

I need to set up an appointment and just go on and get my hair done…...it’s wayyyyyyy overdue, lol.

I haven’t worked out on a Saturday in months and months and months. I usually take the weekends off…(you know, when I do work out, hahaah) But anyway, I worked out today, so that’s a bit different than my usual rut, right? I probably won’t work out tomorrow…......Maybe Tuesday? ;-)

Ok… I exercised for a half hour. I hope it releases those endorphins that are supposed to cheer you up, lol. So far, I feel ok. I’m glad I was able to get it done. I totally need to get in shape…...but for now, if I can do a workout once a week, that’s better than not at all. lol

I’m crying. I’m just so hard on myself sometimes. I’m so over crying already, lol. It’s just that these last 2 months have been so….....just so. And I focus WAYYY too much on the negative. See? I know these things…..it’s just getting the waterworks to stop, lol.

...the goal is to have my home spic and span! I’m really gonna make this happen…...somehow, lol.

...to be back at 3 times a week. Last week, I exercised once. I guess that’s better than nothing, right? Maybe this week, I’ll exercise twice. ;-)

...is one of those days when I feel lonely. But during the week, I’ll be busy and won’t focus on it, lol.

It was a pretty good week. I went 6 whole days without crying. But now I’m crying. Ugh. I’ve just gotta stop letting myself get so frustrated all the time, lol!

The last 2 months have been difficult, but this month I was able to relieve some of the stress in my life, which was good. But then something else came up, and blah! So for APRIL, I’m hoping that I can continue to de-stress. :-)

I haven’t been really social in the last few weeks. Guess I’m gonna have to re-start, huh? ;-)

I’m gonna be starting a diet since I gained TEN POUNDS in a year. Yikes. But that isn’t the issue. The point is that I’m hoping by dropping a few pounds, I can re-gain my confidence and REMEMBER that I am sexy. I know it all starts from the inside, and I’m definitely gonna try.

It’s time for Spring Cleaning (or am I late? lol), and of course, I gotta try to de-clutter some of the stuff in here. Basically put stuff back where it goes, and move some of the winter stuff. Guess I’ll be doing that at some point within the next 2 weeks. ;-)

...I have been crying so much lately. Things have been so stressful. Now usually, I have a big cry every now and then, but now it’s like every other day or every day. But I’m gonna remain positive and try to be optimistic, lol. :-)

Hmmmm…...I think I’m pretty much still in my rut. I was able to de-stress this month, though, so that was a lil bit out of my rut. I’ll start back working on this goal again. ;-)

Today is a good day. I’m gonna make it a point to think positively, and really work on improving my self-esteem. :)

Well….....the last month and a half has been so difficult, but I’ve been making my way through it. I’m hoping that April will be the start of new and wonderful things happening for me. I’m ready to move forward and see what spring has to offer. :)

I’ve watched seasons 1 – 3, but I haven’t seen every single episode of Season 4, so…..reruns here I come! :)