Squirrel87

Well, I went Job Searching yesterday…dropped off an application form and resume at like three different places. One place said they didn’t need or want me cause I didn’t have the xperience..I dont care, it smelled funny in there. Then I went to a Government place, and tehy aren’t hiring for a while. Finally I went to Staples and applied there. As I was filling out my application form, a guy approached me and asked if I wanted an interview. I was supposed to talk to him, but I ended up talking to another manager instead. He told me to come in for another interview (today). I came in, the girl was really cool, we talked a bit, and she gave me the job. It’s $8.50 an hour to start. So WooOooT. Not as good as I’ve been paid in the past, but the best entry level job where I live in Chilliwack it’s also stressful and I’ve worked there.

So all in all, this was super easy to do..it’s not like I haven’t had a job. Great. Rollin’ in the money soon..feels good to know that my rent money will be coming out of money earned, not money saved up for school.

I haven’t been going to the gym as much as I should. I need to take the initiative to walk there by myself. I’m going to see if I can walk and run there this week from where I live..work out by myself..and walk home. It’s not too good because it rains a lot in B.C, and its very predictable to do so right now. Once I’m better I’ll defintely do this!!

I also fell off of the ‘drinking more water’ wagon. Starting today, I’m going to drink atleast 1.5 litres.

I’m sick of having friends that maniuplate me in some way or another. I’m sick of having to second guess a lot of my relationships with people. I want to find people that are very similar in many ways to myself. I want someone in my life that is financially independant, even if they literally have no money, like myself. I want a good listener like myself. I want someone who is interested in some of the things I am. I also want someone who isn’t a horn dog and is only trying to be my friend to get with me..I want soeone to respect my relationship. I don’t want any drama queens or superficial people in my life.

I have very few good friends. Those that I am friends with have other really important things in their lives too, so I hardly get to see them. I know its quality over quantity, but I still want friends that I’m able to talk to, and get together with often.

I don’t get out much..which is really depressing me lately. I want to look back on my life to see that I enjoyed every day to the fullest. Unfortunately, where I live, there isn’t too much to do. I figure once I get things straightened out a little more (get my liscence, get a job or two) then things will come together..but it doesn’t mean I can’t be with people in themean time.

I really want to get out..I talked to some of my acquaintances to ask what they’re up to. I’m going out with one of them, with hopefully another good friend at the same time. We’ll see..My roommate also holds a more active social life than I do. I might go swing dancing with his friends and my bf. He is also into paintball, sometingthat I’ve done and found fun, but is also very expensive for me right now.

I’ll keep everyone posted.