Starfish8D

today is truly the test for this goal. can i really forgive someone when they make repeated mistakes that hurt me? would i be able to move past all the ugliness and find peace? are all things worthy of forgiveness? i wish i had the sort of love and kindness that Buddha has for mankind. i wish i knew what is the right thing to do.

of europe, i’ve only visited spain. i fell in love with it immediately, and have been yearning to visit the rest of europe ever since. of all the european countries, i’m most interested in visiting italy. i love italian food, italian culture, italian soccer teams. if i was not moving to san francisco to be with someone that i love, i would be going to sicily for a week’s time in October of 2009 for work. although that’s not in the picture any longer, i look forward to planning a trip to italy with my boyfriend. i hope to spend at least a week’s time there, so we can really enjoy all that italy has to offer.

I’m so tired right now. I just finished a second interview with a Bioanalytical company out in the SF area, and i’m ready for a quick nap. the interview went very well. i met some of the scientists from the lab, and i should hear back from them sometime early next week. the start date would be on the 5th of january, if i get an offer. that would be perfect timing for all the plans that i have for the holiday season. fingers crossed, i will be finalizing my plans in SF very soon.

oh, and i do have another interview lined up with a biotech company in south san francisco next Thursday. this location would be much closer than the previous one, so it’s potentially more desirable. as for now, i’m keeping my options open, and my fingers crossed for both. would you keep yours crossed for me too? :)