... for a while i let my life rule over me. I was a slave to school. I lost touch with friends, was frustraited and stressed over the next deadline, and forgot all the fun things I used to do.
Well, enough is enough. Since January 1st, i can say I have committed to atleast one goal, and thats to get back in my friends lives and vice versa. We have hung out a good amount of times and things are getting back to normal again, in that aspect. School is still important to me, but so are they. And college is only four years (well, only 1.5 years left!) so I have to make the most of it bc when its all said and done, getting an A in a class and having no friends or fun will mean nothing compared to getting a C and having the time of my life!
Just need to find that happy medium.
Next on the list:
keep in touch with friends/ Go out more.
Manage my time with my BF.
Get active, get a hobby, Go to events, Travel.
... For he has provided for me once again. My money was dwindling FAST and i had many bills coming up within the next week. Long story short, i randomly looked at my bank account summery, which I never do and noticed a payment that I dont remember. Turns out, ive been paying for MSN since June 2005, even after I called to cancell it. So, MSN is crediting me $350 strait to my bank account. How awesome is that? How awesome is God?
... when you really need it. That is becoming more apparent to me.
I was running low on funds (as always) and needed to refill my medication which cost $60. It was the end of the semester and I sold back my books and got…exactly $60.
And now, a month later, when Im finding it hard to pay bills (my most recent one being $30) I got a babysitting gig through work for tonight. I showed up and hung out for an hour while the dad tried to get himself together when It turns out he couldnt leave after all. Even after I declined, he insisted on paying me. And when I got in my car and counted it… it was $30…just in time.
I think the Lord is just trying to tell me that he hears my prayers and for as long as I remain faithful, he will provide for me.
The Lord works in Mysterious ways.