I think I need to do this. I need to stop pretending and lying to myself..sigh.
Starless07's Life List
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1. Get my driver's licence
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2. be on "The Real World"
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3. be genuinely happy
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4. Go to a Rave in Trinidad
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5. Get back the one I Love
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6. Be a pro at Photoshop
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7. get a golden retriever puppy
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8. Get 6 passes in CXC
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9. Go to a Deftones Concert
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10. Buy and Own a Ps3
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11. Learn to speak German fluently
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12. Learn Belly Dancing
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13. Lose weight to show my shape
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14. Live in Canada
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15. Have a daughter
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16. Learn to play the acoustic guitar
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17. get a lip piercing
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Recent entries
I don’t think he wants me back and I’m not sure what to do. I know I really messed up but he needs to realize that so did he. I’m not sure what to do anymore. How do i handle loosing the one I love? How can he be right there yet seem so distance. It’s no one’s fault. Why…why am I like this. He doesn’t care about me anymore….i shud just give up. But i want him back. And I’ll always care…...im not sure if this is a good thing..but I’ll always want him, I’ll always love him…and I’ll always be in love with him. Sigh
Ive never been to a rave in trinidad unless you wanna come hang in my room. I know that Zen plays techno but I mean like a REAL Rave…one can hope.
