StickmanDD

Okay. Working at a bar really ruined it for me. I’m a small town guy with small town values. I’ve noticed that the club scene is made up of dickholes and junkies. I feel that a real job would suit my personality better.

I’m going to make all McDonalds put drink straws on their menu since it seems I always have to order the damn thing separate anyway. I wish a rabid 50ft panda bear would just go godzilla on every McDonalds ever created.

Without going into graphic detail, I just want to stop using drugs and alcohol. I’m not into any hardcore drugs like acid, heroine, or crack. But pot is about to fry my brain (I can feel it). I’m smoking less but I’m drinking more. I actually don’t have a problem with drinking as long as I keep it in moderation and don’t get hammered every time I do. I don’t think marijuana is that bad either, but I do feel that it’s taking away my self-esteem and having a negative impact on the way I deal with people. I’ve become way too docile since I stared. The realization came to me one night when I finally broke down and tried something else. The “something else” drug was VERY fun, but it scared the shit out of me. I will never do that again. Marijuana really is a gateway drug, it’s time I kicked it out of my life.