Current friends: zero.
It’s hard for me to know how to make friends, especially in the suburbs and not being involved in anything. This is made harder by being socially awkward, and improving that is another one of my “things”.. I want friends but then part of me doesn’t want to make any binding relationships.. I don’t know.. I also don’t know how many people would actually really want to be my friend because my personality is more internal and I probably come off as really boring in person..
Jan 02, 2009, 06:24PM PST | 2 cheers | 0 comments
I’m a piano newb. I’ve been doing it for a short month or so. So far I’ve learned a few songs like fur elise and some bach stuff, but nothing anywhere near the level of fantasie impromptu. However, I just love this song. It sounds almost unbelievable that it is coming from just one person on one instrument. I’m a highly self-motivated person so this is not just going to be a short stint on piano, and I hope that within a few years I can play this song and hopefully do it justice.
Jan 01, 2009, 06:32PM PST | 3 cheers | 0 comments
Still trying
10 months ago
I still have really bad self esteem. I developed problems with self esteem because of my weight, and now I’ve lost the weight so I don’t have that excuse anymore. I’m just still not good around people though. I don’t have that confidence that is built up by being social all the time. I am hoping to work on this though..
Jan 01, 2009, 06:24PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments