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Curlychaos SoapDragon

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Curlychaos SoapDragon's Life List

  1. 1. Stop dwelling on my problems so much.
    2 entries . 13 cheers     		1 person
  2. 2. Not eat after 20:00
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  3. 3. Summer project: learn to play Bill Evans` Waltz for Debby
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  4. 4. G1: Get a long-term job in journalism
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  5. 5. G2:Find a solution that will work for me and both my dogs.
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  6. 6. G3: Spend more time with my friends. Invite people over, take initiative to go out, and accept invitations as often as possible.
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  7. 7. G5: Practice piano every day. And remember to keep it fun!
    1 entry . 69 cheers     		1 person
  8. 8. G6: Relax. Implement relaxation techniques and habits to make me less stressed into my everyday life.
    2 entries . 25 cheers     		1 person
  9. 9. G7: Keep my apartment tidy enough to have people over on short notice.
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  10. 10. G8: Take control of my finances, and save as much money as I possibly can. And remember that small amounts count.
    4 entries . 15 cheers     		1 person
  11. 11. G9: Plan fun things to look forward to!
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  12. 12. G10: Speak my mind more often, and ask for what I deserve.
    2 entries . 12 cheers     		1 person
  13. 13. Let my soulmate find me. And focus on having a great life on my own in the meantime.
    45 entries . 74 cheers     		11 people
  14. 14. Have weekly meetings with myself to evaluate my progress on my top 10 goals and keep me focused and positive
    1 entry . 37 cheers     		1 person
  15. 15. do first things first!
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  16. 16. acknowledge and feel proud of all the things I DO accomplish
    1 entry . 48 cheers     		5 people
  17. 17. Make my trip to the USA happen!
    5 entries . 77 cheers     		4 people
  18. 18. Stop thinking in an "all or nothing" way.
    3 entries . 61 cheers     		9 people
  19. 19. Notice negative thoughts and replace them with positive thoughts
    3 entries . 59 cheers     		38 people
  20. 20. Go to more concerts
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  21. 21. Remember to have fun with my dogs
    13 entries . 46 cheers     		1 person
  22. 22. write and perform silly songs, make loads of money and fly around in a diamond-encrusted spaceship called the SoaP Dragon with my fellow Snakes on a Plane bandmates
    7 team members . 12 entries . 16 cheers     		9 people
  23. 23. take piano lessons to improve my playing
    3 team members . 17 entries . 24 cheers     		4 people
  24. 24. Get contact lenses
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  25. 25. improve my Stineglish
    3 team members . 2 entries . 23 cheers     		5 people
  26. 26. Daily: Reflect on 5 things for which I'm grateful.
    48 entries . 14 cheers     		540 people
  27. 27. Attend the first international 43T Chianti party
    7 team members . 13 cheers     		6 people
  28. 28. Stop holding on to the things that clutter my home and my life
    5 team members . 5 entries . 18 cheers     		17 people
  29. 29. take monthly steps to reduce my ecological footprint
    3 entries . 15 cheers     		3 people
  30. 30. visit the land of Morten Harket and eat magical elvish flatbread this summer
    4 team members . 3 entries . 9 cheers     		4 people
  31. 31. Work up the courage to see a dentist
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  32. 32. List 43 things about my life that are good.
    11 entries . 16 cheers     		3 people
  33. 33. Start a Buddy Check 12 team here on 43things, in support of Breast Cancer awareness. Do your self-exam the 12th of every month.
    10 cheers     		231 people
  34. 34. Keep Chloe Goldenheart and Kody The Cat in my thoughts and prayers
    1 entry . 4 cheers     		3 people
  35. 35. Post random stuff
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  36. 36. Give Gemmword lots of love and hugs
    2 entries . 6 cheers     		6 people
  37. 37. create a vision board
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  38. 38. Put more effort into my appearance
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  39. 39. Enjoy my one week of vacation
    3 entries . 9 cheers     		1 person
  40. 40. Wish RuthG an Inspirational Birthday July 4th
    3 cheers     		7 people
  41. 41. ZONINO!! Wish Snowleopard a stupendously stress-free birthday on 11th July
    2 cheers     		16 people
  42. 42. wish ace reporter Curlychaos SoapDragon a front-page exclusive birthday on 12th July!
    1 cheer     		21 people
Recent entries
Let my soulmate find me. And focus on having a great life on my own in the meantime. (read all 45 entries…)
Hmm 3 days ago

I met the cellist yesterday. And he said I deserve an explanation for why he`s acting a bit weird, so he told me quite a bit more about what it is he`s struggling with. It has to do with his ex, but it seems very clear from what he said that it is about things he needs to get over, he`s not thinking of getting back together with her or anything like that.
His behavior certainly makes a lot more sense to me now, and I do understand his issues. And he said that he likes me a lot, but things are so chaotic that he hasn`t been able to figure out if he sees this as something with potential for being more than friends.

It is good to know what is going on, I was thinking he was maybe trying to get back together with his ex while meeting me at the same time or something. Also, he said he has been so busy these past months he hasn`t had time or energy to think things through, so he hopes that a few weeks of summer holiday coming up now will help.
In a way, this does sound a bit hopeful, he does like me, and at some point he`ll get over his issues from the past I`m sure. But on the other hand, that might take a really long time. And when he is over his issues, he might decide he sees us as just friends. Sigh.

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Stop dwelling on my problems so much. (read all 2 entries…)
I`m working seriously hard on this 5 days ago

and it`s difficult! I find myself dwelling on my problems pretty constantly. But at least I do catch myself doing it more often now, and try to force my thoughts over to something more positive.

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ARGH!! 5 days ago

I love the technical thingies in my life, but also hate them. Today, the digital tv box stopped working. I tried the ultimate magical trick, turning it off and on again. Now it seems to be reloading everything from scratch. Which probably means I`ve lost hours and hours of movies and tv shows I had recorded. Plus, I can`t remember how I did the whole starting process when I got it, it has to be left for hours loading stuff, and then there was a whole lot of things I had to do, but I can`t remember what.
And, my new cellphone refuses to load contacts and pictures from my sim-card. They must be in there, and after several attempts, I managed to make it download about 7 numbers, and that`s it. So I`ll have to look up all the numbers of everyone I know again, plus find some way to get access to the lovely pictures of my babies that was on the card. Crap.

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