SumiresHeartStrings

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SumiresHeartStrings's Life List

  1. 1. overcome anxiety
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    737 people
  2. 2. Excercise more
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    482 people
  3. 3. stop crying so much
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    85 people
  4. 4. be a writer
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    512 people
  5. 5. declutter
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    888 people
  6. 6. have that gorgeous fluttery feeling in my chest, drowning in the knowledge that the world is a beautiful place, flawless in its wonder. I want that feeling more often.
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  7. 7. live in a house with a secret passageway
    45 people
  8. 8. ride my bike more
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    1,019 people
  9. 9. list three things every day that made me happy
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    423 people
  10. 10. have more confidence
    882 people
  11. 11. take better care of my teeth
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  12. 12. start a blog
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  13. 13. Beat my depression
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    1,956 people
  14. 14. Maintain a positive attitude
    150 people
  15. 15. Get a tattoo
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  16. 16. Own a cat
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  17. 17. avoid fast food for a month
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  18. 18. stop being afraid
    619 people
  19. 19. make better use of my time
    104 people
  20. 20. See Googoo dolls perform Iris live
    2 people
  21. 21. love my body
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    1,133 people
  22. 22. Finish what I start
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    4,038 people
  23. 23. be different
    130 people
  24. 24. stand up for myself
    988 people
  25. 25. be more motivated
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    409 people
  26. 26. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
    3 entries . 3 cheers
    7,849 people
  27. 27. eat healthier
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    11,192 people
  28. 28. NEVER apologize for who I am!
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    203 people
  29. 29. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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    7,426 people
  30. 30. have more friends
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    887 people
  31. 31. Stop overanalyzing
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    326 people
  32. 32. go for a run everyday
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    10 people
  33. 33. identify 100 things that make me happy.
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    2,510 people
  34. 34. Save money
    16,489 people
  35. 35. Sleep 8 hours every night
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    192 people
  36. 36. Start eating healthy
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    65 people
  37. 37. Be confident
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    1,519 people
  38. 38. be less jealous
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    414 people
  39. 39. stop procrastinating
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    30,417 people
  40. 40. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    7,207 people
  41. 41. To live instead of exist
    3 entries . 3 cheers
    11,498 people
Recent entries
overcome anxiety
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Every time I get into a good mood, I sabotage it, because I know good moods don’t last.

I sleep to escape my problems.

I can’t interact properly with people, because my mind is constantly thinking that I’m boring and not worth talking to.

Small tasks like cleaning my room are becoming overwhelming- I’m not motivated to do anything.

Is this anxiety? I used to be such a confident person.



Beat my depression
Not myself anymore :S

Most people know me as a happy, bubbly person- what they don’t know is that over the last 6 months I’ve been virtually beating myself up inside about everything. I have to force myself to get up in the morning because I have no motivation to, my ‘friends’ and uni life feels like a whole big comprimise of myself as a person- I’m lost as to why I’m here in life.
I wish I had the motivation to break away from my old friends (but im too scared to make new friends because i feel like im boring) and to find something actually worth doing in life (but I don’t think I’m good at anything). I wish I had the confidence to talk to people about this depression and not hide behind a facade of happy and bubbly. Ugh :/.



identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money) (read all 3 entries…)
17 to 24!

17. Finding a good book with a good ending for once!
18. The smell of rain
19. Dewy grass
20. My favourite magazine, Frankie
21. Phantom of the Opera
22. Eating healthy
23. Someone saying I look beautiful
24. Customers at work who genuinely smile at you :)



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