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  1. 1. Quit Smoking
    4 entries . 3 cheers
    8,165 people
  2. 2. learn to speak German
    1 entry . 31 cheers
    553 people
  3. 3. pay off my credit cards
    24 entries . 43 cheers
    1,085 people
  4. 4. knit a blanket
    1 entry . 23 cheers
    220 people
  5. 5. sell one of my paintings
    3 entries . 44 cheers
    49 people
  6. 6. keep my house clean
    13 entries . 10 cheers
    1,251 people
  7. 7. stop pulling my hair
    18 entries . 16 cheers
    187 people
  8. 8. Get organized
    7 entries . 8 cheers
    5,786 people
  9. 9. go to California
    2 entries . 13 cheers
    630 people
  10. 10. visit another country
    1 entry . 19 cheers
    421 people
  11. 11. paint more often
    3 entries . 14 cheers
    279 people
  12. 12. learn to make candles
    1 entry . 15 cheers
    10 people
  13. 13. visit every state in the U.S.
    1 entry . 9 cheers
    538 people
  14. 14. learn to sew
    4 entries . 12 cheers
    3,469 people
  15. 15. go to a Broadway play
    1 entry . 14 cheers
    17 people
  16. 16. stop picking my face
    4 entries . 8 cheers
    152 people
  17. 17. learn bellydancing
    1 entry . 12 cheers
    62 people
  18. 18. Learn to speak Spanish
    2 entries . 7 cheers
    2,311 people
  19. 19. Be more green
    7 entries . 11 cheers
    266 people
  20. 20. drink 43 types of beer
    25 entries . 10 cheers
    13 people
  21. 21. raise awareness for responsible pitbull ownership in an attempt to clear the pit's terrible reputation
    2 entries . 5 cheers
    3 people
  22. 22. Make people realize that BSL (Breed Specific Legislation) makes no sense.
    1 entry . 7 cheers
    3 people
  23. 23. learn sign language
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    7,419 people
  24. 24. Today I will...
    108 entries . 6 cheers
    41 people
  25. 25. Try a new recipe each week
    11 entries . 3 cheers
    161 people
  26. 26. exercise at least twice a week
    1 cheer
    62 people
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Quit Smoking (read all 4 entries…)
Almost a week... 4 months ago

Well technically I quit on Monday but I’ve cheated a few times at this point. I do great during the day when I’m at work or even at home. The problem is when we are drinking, I just have to smoke. I think I’m going to re-work this goal to only smoke when I’m drinking and then work on cutting that back once I can handle it instead of just going completely cold turkey.



Quit Smoking (read all 4 entries…)
Day #2 5 months ago

Ok, this still sucks! I’m on day two and I know it’s a bit easier than day one but I’m still one hell of a grumpy person! I flipped out because I couldn’t find the newspaper this morning, my poor dog got screamed at again for licking his foot for too long. I really feel like I just want to rip my hair out and scream, but I know it’s not going to help. The worst is when I actually let myself eat something (I swear I want to snack all the time to help fight the cravings). I get the worst urges to smoke right when I’m finished eating.



Quit Smoking (read all 4 entries…)
I quit today 5 months ago

I’ve been awake for about 5 hours and I’m entirely miserable. I have been bitchy, grumpy and generally just need to be avoided at this point. I even got annoyed at my dog for breathing too loudly! Seriously, I hate my life right now but I hope that I can stick to it and that this will be worth it.

My goal is to allow myself to spend $20 – $25 for each pay check that I receive and still am not smoking. That way I can at least reward myself with something fun and nice twice a month to keep myself motivated and encouraged not to spend my money smoking and use it for better things.



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