I fell off the wagon too. Now there’s no Chantix to help me. Cold turkey. Had half a cigarette this morning already.
SuperKarrie's Life List
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1. have a book published
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2. tell people when they upset me
14 people -
3. paint something beautiful
42 people -
4. jump off a bridge
93 people -
5. work because I like to, not because I have to
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6. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
18,560 people -
7. live in New York City
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8. see the thing that is genuinely beautiful about every person
181 people -
9. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
7,171 people -
10. never apologize for being me
707 people -
11. start running
746 people -
12. Read all the books in my "must read" pile
1 entry1,103 people -
13. end toxic friendships
1 cheer3 people -
14. lose 60 pounds
823 people -
15. Beat my depression
1,685 people -
16. find myself, know myself and then be myself
1 cheer297 people -
17. meet Mariah Carey
46 people -
18. Stress less
1 entry . 1 cheer960 people -
19. Buy a House
12,599 people -
20. Love myself, stop hating myself, find myself, worry less, needlessly apologize less, socialize more, stop caring what other people think and improve my sense of self worth
7 people -
21. learn the thriller dance
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22. Quit Smoking
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23. Get Bachelor's Degree
1 entry45 people -
24. make more friends
1 cheer5,094 people
I had a few moments of weakness. I need to learn to deal with stress and anxiety better. The new job is stressful, but no one smokes there during the day shift. I will not start up again. I know there are so many of us going through this right now, especially with the increase in price and that makes me feel better. The mental addiction is way worse than the physical. I miss my “friend”-my cigarettes. And my husband and I used to sit outside and smoke. We’d look at the sky and catch up on our day. I realized we hadn’t really talked like that since I quit March 23 and we both cheated last night.
Day 4. I guess the physical addiction is gone. I am doing really well. My husband says I haven’t been mean! And I even had a job interview yesterday and not only survived it without a cigarette, but got the job! yay!
