I guess I’m going to have to get some other jobs. I’m going to have to become someone who doesn’t mind working.
I have a bit of anxiety about some folks coming over for dinner tonight at my Dad’s house, where I live. I’ve given up on making improvements to the place because it seems to cause conflict between us. I still live here however and I guess I’m afraid of being judged based on how the place looks. So I guess this speaks to me not being confident or comfortable in my own skin. I guess I’m not really comfortable in this house, even though I grew up here.
Am I ashamed of myself or am I ashamed of my father? Whatever happened to not caring what other people think? It’s not what other people think, it’s what I think that bothers me.
A trendy book to read. I listened to the first two sections during a road trip. The last section didn’t interest me as much. I guess this book didn’t impact me too much, I’d been familiar with a lot of what was talked about. It made me a little skeptical of the latest study on “what’s good for you” and what not, of course there are special interest behind most of these studies. Also, corn is king and our government loves to subsidize it. It might not be the most healthy thing for to put in everything though. Interesting stuff.
I finished about half of it. Need to check it out again. I’ve been meaning to read this book for 11 years!
Was the abridged version.
May have been the abridged version though.
This is sort of an area of concern for me when it comes to applying for jobs in the future. I think it would be a good idea to make more meaningful contacts in areas I’m interested in. Might need to do some googling on how to build up good reference.
Starting this goal again. only got 40 yesterday!
12/5 spent 41.84 bread, Roast beef, and cheese were most expensive items.
I took a few pictures at Thanksgiving… could have taken more. I did take over 19,000 pictures on my road trip this year, but I don’t tend to take a lot during regular life.
The weekend is here and I have not plans! What to do?
Mostly I have been drinking water but I’m still having coffee in the morning. It isn’t all that good without cream and sugar though. I may try some tea or nothing the next couple of days.
I have a book from the library called Moon-walking with Einstein and I read about a lot of tricks on here: http://www.mindtools.com/memory.html but have not really implemented any of them yet. Say a person’s name a lot when you first meet them, and give them your full attention. That’s the most easy to implement right away.
I did make squash casserole for the first time in November.
Having trouble getting to bed this early and getting out of bed as soon as alarm goes off.
Have not been doing. Maybe if I try to do this at 8:00 that will help.
Will I stay local or move to another city? Something to consider.