I'm doing 43 things
the idea of some memories that cloud my mind of anxiety an panics attacks of my Relization or how iam gonna get everything i wanna get done or do is vary overwhelming when iam limited on me resources or knowledge of valuable things which in turn kinda makes me feel overwhelmed by not knowing them. iam bothered about things I may have done or just didnt do or even understand,kinda stuck in a revolving rut of constant ridicule of my own well being as a person. which becomes a worry.. I would say i have vary over bearing goals an over riding expectations of self. The only thing i can think of is a world of my own which it seems I find some peace in ,I never wanna put myself in a place that does not fit or I know isnt right .Iam hoping one day I find my sanity an faith in my heart to know how to just let things be an look toward a better now ..
SweetDivine1986's Life List
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1. open my mind
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2. stop worrying so much
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3. Be myself
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4. work on my GED
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5. go to school for massage therapy
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6. practice piano
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7. listen to more music.
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8. love
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9. clean out my car
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10. Renew my faith
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11. be grateful
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12. join a cummune
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13. Be a better friend
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14. Beat my depression
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15. be more mindful
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16. be more social
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17. drink lots of water through out the day
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18. be organized
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19. paint
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20. make jewelry
212 people -
21. join a support group
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22. eat healthy
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23. stop being angry
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24. meet more true friends
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25. get my bills in order
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26. let go of the past
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27. get a hair cut
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28. wake up early
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29. not sleep so much
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30. love my parents
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31. get a decent job
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32. try new things
343 people -
33. write in a journal
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34. learn yoga
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35. overcome my guilt
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36. learn how to cook india food
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37. Learn how to spell better
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38. show more compassion towards others
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39. be more active
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40. practice Healing Arts
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41. Save money
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42. be nicer to my mom
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43. Become a positive thinker
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change my way of thinking an living
3 weeks ago
becoming successful in life ,becoming what the source of my compassion is in a new way of life showing myself the beauty an not the dark.Walk the line of sunshine, show no fear an be free of my cage,never stop trying but always give myself a chance to look past my dark shawdows create my Crystal Ball…!!
