SweetLoli

A little over a week ago I got rid of most of my wardrobe. A lot of it was old and just didn’t fit me anymore, as it was all too big. So I’m taking this opportunity to start fresh. I donated my old clothes and with my next few paychecks hope to slowly replenish my closet with stylish, flattering, and suiting pieces.

I’m pretty excited about this. I was never a big shopper until the fashion bug bit me and I realized how much I love being fashionable. Hopefully tomorrow I will visit my favorite shops at the mall and enjoy!

I don’t consume many beverages. It’s water, 1% milk in the morning with my cereal, and plenty of tea for me. Tea just makes me feel good and I know there’s nothing to feel guilty about when I have my tea, as opposed to drinking coffee at Starbuck’s with friends.

I usually have about 3 to 4 cups a day and of course, a cup of tea for the evening before bed. Best part is drinking from my favorite tea cups and hosting tea parties with my favorite sets! It just never gets boring!

I know this is just a commonplace urban legend about weightloss and I don’t know if it is credible because I haven’t weighed myself yet. I do know, however, that my school uniform pants are a little bigger on me and I think I’m better off wearing a slightly smaller size. Currently, I’m in the size 4 but the 2 fits me a bit better. My shirt size may also have to “downsize.” I wear a Youth Medium but the Youth Small is better fitting.

That’s all I really know so far… besides the fact that for the past few days I have gotten such little sleep because of my AP courses that I have either forgotten to eat or lost my appetite entirely. I guess this isn’t the best example to go by but failing to eat is slowly becoming very habitual for me. I can barely force myself to sit down and eat anymore. The calorie intake for a day in which I do eat “fillingly” is less than 500 and on some days less than 200 or even zero. I just don’t have as much of an appetite anymore.

Some people I know think it’s going to far but is it really? It feels fine and I feel fine. I even feel proud! I almost never take pride in myself so for me this is definitely an advance.