43 Things

Isnt it lovely being able to just tune out for a bit? Just have a little time when the world cant get you? If only i was 18 and could get as much as i need

May 25, 2006, 04:58PM PDT | 0 comments

wake up with a smile and go to sleep with that same smile

Instead 3 years ago

Be able to smile when i wake up rather then put my head under my pillow, sleep a few more hours then get up and take my anti depressants….this isnt how my life was suppost to be.

May 25, 2006, 04:57PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments

feel pretty

Mirror 3 years ago

Stop saying to myself ‘what a ugly fat loser’ whenever i look in the mirror

May 25, 2006, 04:55PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments

forgive him for not loving me

Accept it 3 years ago

Accept that hes happy with her and be happy for them.

May 25, 2006, 04:54PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment

get married to adrian

I LOVE HIM! 3 years ago

But he dumped my ass and now has a new gf. This has ruined my life…stupid ay? I have dropped out of school, drink too much, am on anti depressants and sleeping pills, hate myself and a whole lot of other depressing things. and all the while i am thinking of him and regretting ever letting him slip away. He is my only one.

May 25, 2006, 04:53PM PDT | 6 comments

commit suicide

Help asap please 3 years ago

Im a wuss, i can’t bring myself to cut deep enough, or i havent used the right instrument. any advice on how to end it?

May 25, 2006, 04:45PM PDT | 1 cheer | 2 comments

kill myself

I need advice 3 years ago

Im a wuss, i can’t bring myself to cut deep enough, or i havent used the right instrument. any advice on how to end it?

May 25, 2006, 04:44PM PDT | 2 cheers | 4 comments

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