Sxban

I just love everything about this girl. She can be versatile in any aspect, may it be about the talent, beauty, character, and attitude. She is undoubtedly one of the best entertainers of our generation and she has already gone down in history!

And ofcourse, her beautiful face and body is just being acknowledged by famous magazines and is on every top charts there is.

Despite of her beauty and fame, she never forgets to put her feet on the ground. Never did she brag about her wealth and beauty. She's humble and polite all the time :)

God, i spend like 9 hours on the internet. I keep logging in and out of friendster or yahoo 360 just to check if someone messaged me. I could’ve spent more time doing chores or errands more important than just writing blogs or checking up on emails or play poker online! Im pretty much aware that its a complete waste of time what im doing but i just cant think of a solution on how to not be compelled with the internet world. :P help me. lolz

I’ve known my true self ever since i was in day care. LOlz. Whenever i play with my chinese friend, We’d be pretending we’re in a hospital, I was a doctor and he’d be the patient then i’ll take his clothes off and kiss his tummy :P It always has malice with it.

No matter how hard i try to deny that i get attracted with guys, I know the truthfulness of how i felt whenever i see a cute man passing by.

To make things worse, I’m from a christian family. You know how much they condemn homosexuality. I tried denying myself ‘coz of what they keep telling me that homosexuality is a mortal sin and they’ll all go to hell, something like that. Its kind of freaky really. Its just recently that i realize that no matter how i try to deny myself ‘coz of those teachings, I will always know how much i aint true to myself. give me a break, i even get attracted with guys in the church! Scratch that!

so now recently, i accepted myself. I have a boyfriend infact :) But its hard to not tell my parents. I keep making alibis if wanna meet him or something like that. I just dont know how to tell them or when will i tell them. . . .