Tahxick

wants to be his forever.



I'm doing 41 things
 

Tahxick's Life List

  1. 1. be an inspiration
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    191 people
  2. 2. stop biting my nails
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    7,040 people
  3. 3. Finish things I start
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    169 people
  4. 4. lose 10 pounds
    5,934 people
  5. 5. stop being selfish
    139 people
  6. 6. dye my hair pink
    413 people
  7. 7. become a better actress
    21 people
  8. 8. Learn how to use my sewing machine
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    21 people
  9. 9. make my own clothes
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    2,195 people
  10. 10. be the lead singer in a band
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    60 people
  11. 11. get my tongue pierced.
    669 people
  12. 12. Get a tattoo
    20,251 people
  13. 13. write a novel
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    9,669 people
  14. 14. lose weight
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    36,316 people
  15. 15. buy a Pullip doll.
    9 people
  16. 16. Find my purpose in life
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    851 people
  17. 17. go on a shopping spree
    246 people
  18. 18. become famous
    2,087 people
  19. 19. write a wikipedia article
    13 people
  20. 20. improve my drawing skills
    329 people
  21. 21. Learn Latin
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    1,884 people
  22. 22. live a life free of alcohol
    1 person
  23. 23. get better at DDR
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    182 people
  24. 24. overcome jealousy
    39 people
  25. 25. solve a rubiks cube
    452 people
  26. 26. Stop being so clingy
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    18 people
  27. 27. Read Lolita
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    60 people
  28. 28. Get rid of UTI forever
    2 people
  29. 29. brush my teeth 3 times a day
    17 people
  30. 30. stop wasting toliet paper
    1 person
  31. 31. Never get hurt in love again
    47 people
  32. 32. be a pin-up girl
    111 people
  33. 33. get married, stay married
    36 people
  34. 34. have 43 things
    9 people
  35. 35. Not care what people think of me
    104 people
  36. 36. stop worrying
    2,020 people
  37. 37. Be a better friend
    5,979 people
  38. 38. clean and organize my bedroom
    17 people
  39. 39. pass algebra
    42 people
  40. 40. stop being so self-concious
    6 people
  41. 41. reborn a doll
    1 person

How I did it
How to get my driver's license
It took me
3 years
It made me
Accomplished


How to make a dress out of pop tabs
It took me
2 years
It made me
Blissfully Happy


Recent entries
get my driver's license (read all 2 entries…)
Third time's a charm... NOT. 2 months ago

Today we went to the DDS where we had scheduled my third appointment for the driving test, which is all the way in September. I had heard that this place was very nice, which it was, and frequently took in walk-ins, which it did. And it was wonderful. We didn’t even wait an hour and a test administer greeted us at our car. She was very nice and I had a good feeling about this test.

So what when wrong? Two words: my nerves! My right leg was SHAKING so violently. All my parking went very well, but I didn’t check my left mirror/side when pulling out of my parallel parking space and before the quick stop I did not straighten my wheel, causing me to swerve. I never made it to the road.

We’re going back to the same place next weekend. The administer asked me why I was so nervous and she said to me, “You know this test, you know all the right steps, you know how to do everything. Do not be so nervous.”

It’s just so hard! I’m really not a horrible driver, I do not fear driving, I do not speed, and I can handle my vehicle. I’m just such a terrible test taker! I’m in college now, I need my license! I hate feeling like a failure like this. It’s gotten to the point where the only people who know I’ve been retaking the tests are my family and my boyfriend. I’m too ashamed to tell anyone! Next Saturday, I’m going there and I’m giving it everything I got, minus the nerves. I’m going to do this.



get my driver's license (read all 2 entries…)
Gahhh! 2 months ago

This has been an absolutely horrible experience for me. I start college in three days and still do not own a driver’s license. I took a drivers ED course in high school [it consisted of sleeping and tests where they gave you the answers] as well as an actual driving instructor who was very helpful to me. But. BLEH!

I have failed the test, twice. It’s just awful. The first time I took it where I lived the guy was a jerk and didn’t offer any advice on how I could improve. He didn’t even let me drive on the road because my parallel parking wasn’t too good. Today, I took it again an hour away and got an awesome lady, but I unfortunately did not stop at an implied stop and it was an automatic fail.

So I’m so distraught about it all. I’m trying not to be, but it’s so hard. My first weeks of college I will not be my own person. I will have to rely on others to take me and it is REALLY getting to me. =[
The only thing I can do is keep trying and one of these days I’ll be able to get it.



get over my ex
He is my friend. 14 months ago

That’s how I want it to be.

I want it to be like this forever.

The past was pretty, but so is my future.

Done. =]



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