Tamzor15

I didn’t cry today, Wow what a great accomplishment.. Still a terrible day though, i don’t even see the point in crying anymore. Maybe its like a release for me, cause i’m too much of a chicken to actually harm myself. Another goal for me towards the end of my life is to never harm myself. So far so good hopefully my bare and clean wrists will with stand the sadness of life.

I honestly and truly hope you all have the best day possible tomorrow.
I know what its like to be in your position with sadness and feeling worthless like if you didn’t exist it wouldn’t matter, but you do. There’s a great quote its “All beings have a purpose.” I believe everyone does.
-From the heart,
I love you all

Every year summer begins I start off with a great outlook on things to do in summer. Beach, Friends, New experiences. But every summer that begins, get harder and harder later in the middle and and end. I feel more anti social, more sad, and more alone. This is because I never hang out with friends and I lose touch with them. I am even drifting from my best friend. I find myself on the computer everyday either watching movies, on Facebook, or just mindlessly surfing the internet. When i do nothing all day it makes me more depressed. If I could have anyone talk to me, that would suffice.