yes, he makes me want to live and come to school…and i know i do the same to him.
Tanya_xoxo's Life List
1. give something away every time i get something new
2. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
3. be more patient
4. do less bad things
5. buy a new car..used of course
6. Finish what I start
7. Find a balance between the things I want to do and the things I need to do
8. be more secure
9. get over my ex
10. get a tatoo
11. fall in love with someone who loves me too
12. say what i mean and mean what i say
13. have a penpal
14. spend less money on alcohol
15. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
16. learn how to drive stick-shift
17. get over my jealousy
18. Become a model
19. be happy
20. Give myself credit for what I have accomplished so far.
21. Get my nose pierced.
22. To live instead of exist
23. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
24. identify the top ten stressors in my life and systematically eliminate them one by one
25. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
26. Fall in love
27. have a flat stomach
28. Do something I never thought I would dare to do
i’ve known for a while that i am an atheist but i guess i’ve always had doubts. mostly becaseu of how my friend react to it. they are all religious, but not like churchy people. it was always a touchy subject and i was always so scared to tell them. i have finally admited it, they had lots of questions but im okay with it now.
but often times i feel like my friends purposly send me emails about loving god, to text messages about not being scared to admite i believe in him. i think they do this because they wanted me to be like them. which is exactly like my friends too..they are the ‘popular’ girls, we are not expected to be any different. i hate it, but i deal.
this is a picture of a few of my friends, the blonde is extremely religious, and the one in the sweater doesnt have much of a preferance, but there i am, in the white hoodie
21. unexpected calls/messages/emails
22. the smell of acrilic (getting a manicure)
23. freetime in class
24. finishing my AR book. knowing im finally DONE with that..
25. going to sleep in my underwear