I'm doing 43 things
I loved that song for so long, i mean it made me happy, it made me sing at the top of my lungs, it made me hopeful for that one perfect love. Then one day this brown eyed girl met a blue eyed boy and fell in love. I shared it with him and suddenly it wasn’t just my favorite song, it became our song, and it was the sweetest thing that ever happened. There were silly little text messgages quoteing the lyrics and phone calls to eachother just to play it in the background. Untill that boy moved to the other side of the country and left me here. I deleted his phone number and changed mine because it was just to painful. I cant even hear the first notes of that song with a deep pain in my chest and utter lonliness taking over. Maybe it was because of the lack of closure, i dont know. But i feel that i may never meet anyone that even compares to him ever again, i may never really love again. Now my favorite song is just a painful hideous reminder of what may be my long and lonely future.
TaraChristine's Life List
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1. have truely lived with no regrets
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2. stop eating vallium to fall asleep
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3. think before i speak
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4. be more patient
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5. run a marathon
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6. visit my cousin in Boston
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7. join the peace corps
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8. be closer with my sisters
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9. stop being the Van Wilder of Community College
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10. fit into my cute camo skirt
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11. keep my boobies to myself
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12. write my grandparents
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13. kiss in the rain
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14. listen to my once fav song Sweetest Thing without tearful memories
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15. apologize for my past actions
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16. live everyday like it is my last
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17. realize i can love again
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18. be true to myself
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19. stop being scared to talk to strangers
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20. get up when my alarm clock goes off
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21. take an incomplete in math
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22. pay my parents back
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23. see rusted root live
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24. drive an el camino
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25. go to the beach
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26. be a raw-foodist!
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27. have a drink w/o having an emotional breakdown
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28. be better friends to my x's
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29. lose 20 lbs
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30. take yoga with my mom
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31. learn to salsa dance
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32. be in playboy
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33. quit smoking
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34. bike ride
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35. be more others-centered
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36. grow my wheatgrass
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37. date someone interesting
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38. tone my booty, no more cellulite please
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39. stop procrasting with my homework
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40. get my record exspounged (& learn how to spell that)
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41. learn spanish in my car haha
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42. stop wasting time
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43. Get into school
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lets think about the benefits. Gee, this isn’t hard. I will feel better, ill save about $150 a month, ill live longer with a better quality of life, i wont annoy those in my smoke infested radius, my car wont stink, no more flem, my house will smell pretty w/o lighting an obscene amount of candels, i wont get adgitated half way through my work day and bite my co-workers heads off. Buisness’s function best when all heads are attached.
Downside: I may gain.. Since my earlier goal is loose 20lbs, i will quite after i loose 10lbs. Unfortunately I will also loose touch with my dear friends at the marathon gas station, suppose i can let them down slowly by still getting a cup of coffee in the morning for a while. Which i will dump out my window anyway because they have the most GROSS SLUDGE excuse for coffee i have EVER partially consumed.
My favorite band forever and I live in Pittsburgh and can never seem to be able to make it to one of thier shows. This is the true tragedy of my life
