inner guru

is getting that birthday-coming-soon need to take personal stock



I'm doing 33 things
 

inner guru's Life List

  1. 1. Find online: – a reliable, inspired, play-full, hard-working, quality-minded, creative, software-savvy, macintosh assistant who writes and edits well, knows that 'all is one', is imperfect enough to be 'perfect', and is able to read my mind
    3 entries . 7 cheers
    1 person
  2. 2. Reinvent me … again
    21 entries . 22 cheers
    1 person
  3. 3. Do 'Morning Pages' for 1 year, (DE 12/08 – DE 11/09) ... then more?
    5 entries . 14 cheers
    2 people
  4. 4. Allow the toxins, my mother keeps throwing at me, to bounce off as balanced karma
    4 entries . 31 cheers
    1 person
  5. 5. Find a Mom or stop wanting one
    2 cheers
    1 person
  6. 6. Spend 3 (or more) hours every month purging 'stuff' . . . clothes, books, thingys, efiles . . .
    3 entries . 33 cheers
    2 people
  7. 7. Develop a treasure box of tools to help people 'Love who they are and what they do'
    10 cheers
    1 person
  8. 8. Learn to handmake clay tiles
    1 entry . 14 cheers
    1 person
  9. 9. Learn to play the piano
    20 cheers
    7,411 people
  10. 10. Learn to speak Spanish
    12 cheers
    2,409 people
  11. 11. Donate 10,000 grains @ FreeRice.com
    1 entry . 10 cheers
    1 person
  12. 12. Drive confidently through the Rocky mountains
    1 entry . 11 cheers
    1 person
  13. 13. Make friends (who are good for me)
    2 entries . 22 cheers
    1 person
  14. 14. Walk or weights 20-30 minutes 5 days a week
    6 cheers
    1 person
  15. 15. Fall back in love with my cowboy
    7 entries . 13 cheers
    1 person
  16. 16. Take a 3 month + 2 week vacation with my Cowboy
    3 entries . 1 cheer
    1 person
  17. 17. Host 4 theme parties – 1 each season (2009)
    13 cheers
    1 person
  18. 18. make 43 REAL friends on 43 Things (preferably from 43 different countries/or countries and States)
    7 team members . 2 entries . 14 cheers
    12 people
  19. 19. Finish preparedness plans & get the 72 hr kits to a 'safe' offsite location
    2 cheers
    1 person
  20. 20. Find an illustrator for my book 'Masquerade'
    2 entries . 4 cheers
    1 person
  21. 21. Make a list of 100 things that make me happy
    2 entries . 7 cheers
    513 people
  22. 22. Create A Successful Consulting Business
    2 cheers
    2 people
  23. 23. plant a sustainable garden
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    2 people
  24. 24. Fast on Fridays
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    1 person
  25. 25. Practice lucid dreaming & (personal) dream interpretation
    2 cheers
    1 person
  26. 26. make a short film
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    603 people
  27. 27. Get Bach Flower Remedy certified
    1 person
  28. 28. Publish an eBook
    3 entries . 3 cheers
    5 people
  29. 29. Declare myself as a channel for divine energy every morning … and live it!
    1 cheer
    1 person
  30. 30. Become completely adept at conscious soul travel
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    1 person
  31. 31. Have an 'I'm so happy I could be my pants' reunion-of-a-lifetime! with my lost-long, newly-found Jamaican 'sisters' (OC/2010)
    1 entry
    1 person
  32. 32. Partner with bees, bats, butterflies to steward the land on my urban plot
    3 cheers
    1 person
  33. 33. Add a sinus rinse (neti pot) to my morning routine
    1 cheer
    1 person

How I did it
How to pay it foward
It took me
1 month
It made me
interconnected


How to stop smoking
It took me
1 year
It made me
crazy then proud


How to get a job i love
It took me
5 years
It made me
animated


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Recent entries
publish an e-book (read all 3 entries…)
Nowhere (substantially) further on this goal 3 days ago

I have, however, during this year gotten much more consistent with daily writing. (The can’t write without a cigarette junkie thing is now conquered!!!) And that’s on top of Morning Pages! About that I’m very happy. About the fact that I still haven’t made a big dent in writing the book I’m, intending for my first eBook – not so much!

Fleshing out (writing content, software learning curve, workshop development … ) my website has taken most of the time there is. On top of all that – this year has been full of business travel and all the purging and reconfiguring everything to manifest a different lifestyle.

But, it’s not just all that! I’m still conflicted about which one of the eBook ideas to focus on. Have a planned ‘romantic get-a-way / rest and be human / writing sabbatical’ planned for mid DE – mid 2009 – JA 2010. I’ll for sure figure it out then.



Reinvent me … again (read all 21 entries…)
The soul needs regression as much as it needs evolution, development and progress. – Thomas Moore 5 days ago

I hope that’s true – what Thomas Moore said.

To my dismay, it’s been more than a year since the latest reinvention of me was begun. As usual it’s been one of those 2 steps forward, one step back roads to progress. Sometimes – more like a half step forward, many steps back.

Like everyone else, parts of me are magnificent, gorgeous, inspiring, visionary, tall, brave, unshakeable … And, parts of me are really screwed up and messy. So, after more than a year of working (on assorted goals and hardly at all on others) to get to the next level of ‘the better me’, I am not ‘lost’, but I’m also not found. (See entry #1: I got reeeeeeally lost)

A birthday-coming-soon always prompts a good long look in the mirror.



Fall back in love with my cowboy (read all 7 entries…)
There's a gremlin … 1 week ago

on my tail… or in my male, or making us fail (what the heck is this?)

Ever since I made the proactive decision to take a more visible role in loving, affection, appreciation – we’ve been bickering.

It’s like I picked up an evil or at least mischievous gremlin whose working a negative frequency between us. YUCK!!!!!!!!!!

How do I fix this? Maybe recognition will be enough to turn it Up?



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