TheMandurr

So far I’ve called two people I don’t normally talk to. Today I called a friend, and he called me back, resulting in a lovely one hour conversation. I felt accomplished, and plan to get in touch with many other friends this summer.

I don’t appreciate what I have as much as I’d like to. I love the feeling of sitting outside late at night and just not worrying about anything. And waking up early, like four in the mourning, and writing for hours. Being at the beach until the sun goes down. All the hugs I’ve received over the years. My amazing best friend, who remains one of the best people I’ve ever had in my life. I want to appreciate it all.

I have some fabulous friends. And I only call, what, two of them? My friends deserve better than that. And I’ve spent the last two months saying “I’ll call her tomorrow…” or “why don’t I wait ‘til there’s something to do together?” Ugh. I just need to call them. I’ll feel better, at least.