The_Baby_Angel

I want to beat this thing, for as long as I can.
There is too much to live for, to leave people behind.

I have had many loves in my short life. Now that I am told it may not be much longer of one I find myself craving it more than ever.

I’ve been married, and now divorced. But never had True RECIPROCATED Love. Despite the Cancer, i am happier now than I have ever been thanks to one man. My best friend, and my soul mate. However, my illness makes him afraid to get close to me in that way.

We live together, work together, and area as close as ever, but he won’t ever let go and just Love. Perhaps it’s me, maybe I am incapable of being loved in return.

Who knows the Whys but that is what I want beyond all else. To love, as I always do, and be loved back in full measure.